post in trad chinese, please use unicode encoding to read.

笨蛋宣言！

媽媽剛剛跟我說：“唉~~ 我的女兒本來很聰明的，現在越來越像鄭元暢一樣，是個笨蛋！！”。 ＊鈡＊ = =！！ 深受打擊~~~
笨蛋又怎麽樣？！　我喜歡做笨蛋！！！

我喜歡做笨蛋！ 做一些一般人都覺得不可思議的事情，因爲……我喜歡！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 做事情前不思前顧后，想太多……最後誤失良機，後悔莫及！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 一心一意為自己想做的事情努力，不去思考付出的是否能得到相對的回報，努力過就好了！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 不去煩惱人士險惡，不去勾心鬥角，自己問心無愧就好！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 依著自己的步調，過自己的生活，不跟大家爭取無謂的名利，爭奪所謂的“第一名”！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 開心是會傳染的~ 我身邊的人開心，我就開心！
我喜歡做笨蛋！ 像笨蛋湘琴一樣~ 找到我的入江直樹！！！ <----《惡作劇之吻》中毒不輕 = =


“笨蛋”不是對一個人智商的衡量~
而是一種生活的方式，一種處事待人的態度。
做不做笨蛋，是可以選擇的，大智若愚……這句話應該有它的道理吧？呵呵~~
做個單純，元氣的笨蛋吧！！ ^^v

Post's in traditional chinese, pls use unicode to uncode it. Sorry dears~ I realise I express myself better in chinese.

最近……發現錢的重要性。 是因爲長大了？ 還是因爲環境在改變呢？
一向喜歡看偶像劇……看喜劇，看一些不用用頭腦思考的東西； 看了會心暖暖，對世界充滿希望的東西。 有的人可能會說是逃避現實的東西吧~　呵呵……

是因爲對現在的生活厭倦了嗎？

不……我還是對現在所擁有的生活充滿感激的。 但是……曾幾何時，心裏就開始期待能擁有更多刺激，更多熱情，更多精彩的人生。 可能因爲明年就21了吧……雖然心靈上還沒，但是在法律的眼裏，我很快就是大人了……縂覺得到這個年齡還沒有找到一心想做的東西很糟糕。
當然，也有聽説到60嵗才找到自己的夢想的人……但是……到了60， 還有時間去追求那所謂的夢想嗎？ 更何況……能不能活到60還是一個問題好不好！！
我野心很大……有個幸福快樂的家庭，愛我的朋友……老實説，是不夠的。 我想要一個能讓我一心去投入的事業， 不需要賺很多錢~ 但是在我眼裏，它應該是一份有意義的工作。 我想要在我死去的時候，人家會覺得我這個人的生命不是白活的。 （沒辦法，雙子座的就是在人家的眼裏生活的人。 我沒辦法不在乎別人的想法。）

很膚淺吧？

呵呵~~ 像我這種人是不可能看破紅塵，去做尼姑的。 （因爲光是不能吃肉這項我就不行了……呵呵）寫了這麽多……也不見得我的美好未來會展示在眼前……還是踏實點去追求我的人生吧！！！ 看偶像劇去！！！ *毆*

今天的考試……
糟了…………………… *哇~~~~~~~~~~~~*
我真的不適合讀工科啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
入江直樹，給我你一半的IQ好嗎？
這麽加上我自己的……我也能成爲超級天才，也可以不讀書也考滿分了~~~ *做夢*
我知道成績不重要，但是人家還是要考好啊~~~ 因爲被拓哉影響太嚴重，什麽都不想輸啦！！！ <----還不讀書？！平時不見你那麽勤奮寫日誌……

(ToT)

entries in traditional chinese. pls use unicode encoding to read.

今天早上九點的考試……
還有8小時……但是我怎麽感覺一點“準備好了！”的感覺也沒有呢？
習題還是不會做……寒
先去沖涼，待會兒再繼續~ 誰可以幫幫我啊？？！！！　

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我想……我變笨了。
頭腦一片空白……自以爲做的還好的…

沒想到！！！！= =

笨蛋就是這樣吧……
做錯了還不知道自己錯了。
一直以爲自己的化學很不錯，我去吃大便！
靠~ 那種卷子還敢交上去……

最慘的，是我竟然一點危機意識都沒有。 orz

I think I'm becoming a loner... even when I'm in a crowd, I can't seem to interact with people, there's nothing I wanna talk to them about, there's no common topic between us. And I think the problem lies with me. I don't like to talk about bgr, I don't like to talk about what's on TV because I watch a different channel... I've not gone out for the last century and ahve absolutely no idea which resturant is the newest talk of the town. As a result, I tend to talk takuya all day. Because there's nothing else for me to talk about... and being a hua1 chi4 is the easiest way to get me through a conversation. (ok, I do enjoy talking about Takuya too... I admit) Something's seriously wrong with me. I think I need to get out and do something apart from be a student of NUS.... what?

I got mad with a friend a month ago... and till now, I can't get through it. I know my words were very harsh on her, but on the other hand, I know I can't stand her attitute anymore. If there's something I cannot tolerate, it is to have my kind intentions being made use of. Even if she's an almost decade old friend, I'm ready to give up the friendship. I feel that her actions cheapened my friendship. The first time I'm really thinking so about a friend... if she sees this, things will really blow up further... but heck, this is MY blog and I shall say whatever I want.

突然很彷徨。
感受到人性的自私，人性的險惡吧？
原來，很多時候，
我想找人依靠的時候，我都是孤獨的。
因爲我太閒空嗎？
所以人家找我都找得到，
我找人家則都找不到？

“大家都忙著過自己的生活吧。”
這不是我自己口中所說出的話嗎？
怎麽最希望這句話是錯誤的人，就是我？

也許就是這樣，所以才養成相信一切問題都要自己解決的想法吧。
原來我對人的信任度一點也不高。
所以，被出賣才不覺得受傷。
原來我對別人一點期望也沒有。
所以才不會對任何人感到失望。

抽身出來看看，
這些話好恐怖。
問題，出在我身上吧。

好累……想挖個洞，永遠長眠下去。

School's starting tmr...... help!!!!!!!!! Where did my holidays went??
2 months on the forums doing subtitling for ENGINE...
1 month going crazy over Lee Dong Gun.... geesh!
Anyway~ LDG's good! He's really something to make me look at him after having eyes for Takuya only for the last 6 years ok! Though he's totally opposite from takuya... shy and reserved... More my type than takuya is... if you're talking about a boyfriend or husband... IF I'll ever get married.

Anyway... things been happening on the forum and there's really some irritating people on the web! But I think I've really learnt to control my temper ALOT these years~ I mean... at least I didn't flare up in the forums with those.... grrrrrrrr...

Time to be back to my books and my friends... I know I've been neglecting you peeps~ I promise... I'll be back okie? I'm back and reachable~ I'll reply to text messages sent to me... I'll not always be busy with forum things... yes... I should seek back MY LIFE. sigh..... I'm gonna suffer from monday blues.... 8 am days everyday all semester..... the physiology and biochemistry lecturers must be insane... (or... I should enrol myself in a night school...)

Aleshiela-san, you live in Singapore ? Are you going to the concert ?

PT

Got this message on the forum's temporary board ( the official board's under construction).
I've NEVER seen a PT in the forums before... Though many might know taht I'm from Sinagpore... but have someone totally stranger single you out in the forums to ask you if you're going to Japan for a concert?! ...... I'm not that well-known in the takuya-fan ring right? *shivers* And god! this is a chinese forum! Not Singaporean....
Lower profile.... lower profile... I don't want pple knocking on my doors to bring me for interrogation soon.... *paranoid*

Yes... I'm missing my 5th SMAP concert since I became a fan.... ARGH!!!!!
Though I'm having an affair with Korean's Lee Dong Gun recently~ I still wanna support my god Takuya!!!!!!!
(seen Lee during the ZPOP concert last last weekend~ hahaha~~~~ my first idol sighting!!!)
When will I get to see dear Takuya???!!!!!!

p/s: I'm doomed with 5 modules this semester... Can I convince mum and dad to let me take Korean lessons then??? *wails*

Is tag board dead or something?
Yes, I've not been updating~
I'm beginning to think I've lost the energy and desire to blog.

Sorry dears~ This blog is not closing~ but I believe my entries are gonna get lesser and lesser.
I think the forum activities are pulling me further and further away from my friends and my life... this is not good. OK! I shall not do this in the new semester! Pris is coming back!!! YES!!
I think I'm psycho...

Bidding's horrible as usual~ and with 477 points in my general account, it's almost like I'm gonna get nothing for my 6th module. My fantastic timetable with 5 allocated modules is so full that I can only prossiblily do 5 out of the numerous numbers of arts GEM. And amongst which, only 2 sounds reasonable for a sane person to take: Place, Environment and Society and Cross-Cultural Communication and Discourse.

Alas you'll think that NUS people are mad and won't choose these modules~ but no... they're sane. The 2 modules are SO HOT!!! Both are over bidded and I forsee both ending the bidding session on wed with 500 over points each. Which... your poor engine student here cannot afford. *faints*

Cross-Cultural Communication and Discourse that I am interested in has 41 pple bidding for 25 spaces, the next lowest bid was 159 when I last checked. I'm not willing to spend more than 200 for the module.... I can survive with 5 Bioengine core modules.... not like they alone don't kill with 3 modules with labs. ><

It's okie~ I'll draw out of bidding battle and enjoy my first NUS semester that doesn't need any bidding at all!!! muahahahaha~ That's my compensation for having a 5-day-week that starts at 8 am EVERYDAY. I'll rather be involved in bidding battle....

hey dears!! go to huimin and nat's online shoppe!!!!
I personally think the bags look pretty~ waiting for the new upcoming bags though~ ^^

http://summerbelle.com

if you've been waiting for me to blog~ I'm so sorry dears~
I'm still busy with the online forum so much so that I don't have time to lead my own life~
.....
okie~ that's an excuse. I've been watching vcds too~ and there's nothing very exciting about my life though I like it the way it is.

OH~ had a great birthday too~ thanks huahua for organizing it, benita, xuemei and shuyan dears for coming!!!!!!!!!! *grinz* what better than to spend your birthday with people you love. ^^ and thanks for all the birthday messages dears~ it's always a warm feeling to know that pple remember your birthday.
I don't usually 'advertise' my birthday~ though I did so on the forum this year... *faints* but in real life (not cyber life)~ I'd like to see who remembers my birthday even when I don't remind them of it. So I keep quiet~ haha. Huazhen and Shuyan are 2 people who never forgets this day~ all these 10 years we knew each other~ amazing right? I'm blessed~ ^^

I can't believe this... I'm wasting my life away everyday for the last month!! What have I been doing? wake up (at 3pm), on online, chat, get involved in takuya forum affairs, eat, watch tv, eat more, more internet, more chatting, oops~ 4am, time to sleep, back to bed!!! (><''')

I'm gonna be a pig if I continue this.... have I been going out... yes.. for those few who managed to pull me out of my house, you've some credit to claim. haha~ zixuan, no worries, you didn't cause my fever. ^^

OH! okie... if anyone of you remembered that I don't watch korean.... you can kick me now. I've been watching some. Thanks to the sad list of of Jap dramas available in the market. oh! GO WATCH "My Boyfriend's B Type"!!!! and if you decided that you like both the main characters in the movie, I have a drama that the two of them acted in before, better than the movie! "Xin1 Niang2 18 Sui4".... I sound like a traitor... dear takuya, I didn't forget you... just subtitling for your new drama, "Engine" had made me watch it for more than 10 times per episode... so.... just something else to give myself a break yeah? geesh... i sound guilty... nvm

CLARE!!! when are we meeting! I miss ya!!!!!!!!!! boo~~~

results coming out on 2 june... grr.... please let me pass maths with at least a B+... same for statics... >< I think I'm not cut out of be an engineer... I should go do arts. Next sem is anatomy and physiology!! no matter how bad it is... I bet my best dollar that it's gonna be a million times better than Statics and Mechanics of Materials or Physics (for engineers). grrrrr....

hello dears~ I know~ a number of you might be cursing pris~ why on earth has she not updated her blog when she ended her exams on 5th May? ... zixuan~ here's your entry. ^^

let's see, I got involved in doing subtitling for Takuya's new drama. Subtitling= translation+adding the words onto th video+compressing them together into one.
no... i didn't do it alone. I'll die! It's a forum project. But the lady who as in charge had to take some time off from this project to conc on her real work. So... since dear ale is having her hols... = =b the job became mine. I got really busy since then, till today. = =b

the translating's still going on, but I'm trying to get out of it slowly~ oops~ nah~ to be honest, I don't believe is doing that because i think it's a watse of unnessary efforts. oh well, people think differently yeah?

was sick for the last 2 days, am still not in my best state now... I guess it must be the rain from going shopping with zixuan... ><

oh!! btw dears~ I'm not going kyusu~ rejected the offer because 4300 is way to steep. so... it's not japan for me this summer hols. :( chances will come again right? promise me it will~~ (ToT)~~

haha~ thanks dears~

btw.... June is a period called June Holidays.. my exams end on 5th May evening, and I think I have a job lined from 10-14 May... so... I don't think relief teaching is an option... nevertheless... I smsed Miss Jeya just to try it out. ^^

HOPE I can go... sigh...

Anyone has lobang to earn 2000-3000 in 2 months??? URGENT!!

Got into Kyushu University's Summer School Programme. But I need MONEY!!!!!!! please please??? some kind soul shoukai?? (introduce) m(_ _)m

I spend 40 minutes writing a post that was... gone for god knows why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh...... *sobz* sorry dear... next time... next time...

Just FELT a 8.2 degree earthquake that came from sumatra... strong enough that I rocked in my seat for 2 mins in Singapore... Please let there be no tsunami... please let the damage be minimal... goodness...

Hanging on the edge of sanity...

nothing special... just thought this suits my mental state now.. anymore of N U S and I will lose my mind.

I'm so tired...............

hello hello~~ I'm back!!!!!! Four day hols, a short break.

Okie.. just to update you all on what I've been doing.. let's see... busy screwing up my life?!

Taking 6 modules this semester... and I can tell you, it's really work overloaded.
Anyway... okie... some things special so far. I'm taking Employee Management alone (kinda)... All the rest(bioengineers) took the friday slot of Japan and Singapore (another singapore studies module)... I knew no one in the tutorial classl... and am one of the 2 enigneering students in the class. But I met some really nice people. Who eventually became my presentation team mates. I'm surprised at how well we hit off... all three of them came from the Science faculty and we probably will never cross paths if not for the module. Nice to meet people out of muggerish engin if you ask me. EM tutorials now are really enjoyable. Same for Japanese 6... oh well... there's only a pathetic 20 of us. All of them came up from Japanese 5 and me... being the only additional student. But they were really accepting too... Same for my CTW(Critical thinking and writing) class... was forced to change my allocated tutorial group to accommodate my japanese module, and am now in a Group C tutorial group... knowing no one AT ALL. But I supposed thing aren't that bad either... though I can tell you that engin pple are less warm and more individualistic than pple in other faculties.. Was really worried about taking modules alone before this and expected a very lonely semester. But I'm glad everything worked out. ^^ Though.. I noticed that I'm really spacing apart from the other bioengineers, not being able to have lunches with them... do tutorials with them... but on the whole, I'll say that socially, things have been well this semester. well... come to think of it.. I'm a gemini, so.... my social skills carn be too bad right?! (save those looks, I know what you're thinking)

On the other hand... acadamically, things have been bad... I tend to reach home everyday after the sun sets... sleep in the wee hours of the day... hand up my work only on the day of the deadline... not prepare for any of the tutorials to date... days just come and go.... and every weekend, I'll be piled with work to be handed in the next week... not get the rest that I really need... something tells me that I need to go on a winter nap for a month to recover my energy... been wondering if it's my time management... but you know what... being lethargic doubles all my work speed! I can stare at the same page of tutorial for 3 hours and do nothing. That definately a signal form my body that it's shutting itself down...

But you know... I just carn help but feel that my life is taking a halt now... I've not been reading the papers... talking to my frens... having a time out with my mum and dad.. watching SMAP (and going gaga over them) for nearly a month. Ever since school started... I've not read a single day's newspaper... TIME magazine.. heck.... even a single report of SMAP!!!!!!!!! (= =b) School's sucking single part of my time... my mind and even, physically me! When people else where in the world's enjoyibng their youth.. going for trips and activities with their friends, discovering for themselves what kind of life they want to live... I'm stuck travelling everyday between school and home with nothing more in mind then the assignment due tmr... in less than 4 months time... I'll be 20... but why is there this certian emptiness in me? What have I done that's significant to speak of???!!

oh wellz... heck,... my brain's not moving... I'm thinking of critique and statics and maths and physics... and jap.... grrrrrrrrr... all of this is stifling my mind... get back when I'm more sane... in the mean time... take care my dears...

Hello dears~!

May I wish all of you a wonderful and beautiful Valentines' Day~
I LOVE YA!!!!!!!! *hugz*

forgive me for my absense these day... been busy with school work. Give me some time and I promise you a good entry after I return.

For all my dears~ Please use unicode to decode the Japanese words.

「友達へ　～Say What You Will～」
Artist: SMAP
Lyrics and tune: Eric Clapton
Lyrics translation: Aleshiela Puriko (copyright)

*Cause I needed a friend 君が必要さ
Cause I needed a friend, you are necessary (to me)
友達と呼べる幸せ
The fortunate feeling of being able to call a friend.
Good love from me to you*
Good love from me to you.

Say what you will 傷つくたびに真実（ほんとう）の 愛を求めた
Say what you will, when we're hurt, we'll always desire for true love.
何度となく　つまずいては　
Without realising how many times we fall
起き上がって 生きてきたよ　この日まで
and stood up, continue living, till that day arrives.

弱気な　僕を丸ごと　
the one who let the cowardy me
信じて くれたのは君
trust someone else is you.
枕ぬらす　夜が来ても
even if the night when I'll wet my pillow (with tears)　comes
その笑顔が いつも勇気 くれるんだ（サビ）
that smile (of yours) always gives me alot of courage.

*Cause I needed a friend 君が必要さ
Cause I needed a friend, you are necessary (to me)
友達と呼べる幸せ
The fortunate feeling of being able to call a friend.
Good love from me to you*
Good love from me to you.

ほら またね　
Look once again
落ち込むたびに　ちっぽけな自分を知る
the days when I feel down, I understand the little me.
不安じゃない　人はいない　
No one doesn't feel uneased (about themselves)
だから皆　愛がいっぱい欲しいんだ（サビ）
that's why everyone wants (everywhere) to be filled with love.

*Cause I needed a friend 君が必要さ
Cause I needed a friend, you are necessary (to me)
友達と呼べる幸せ
The fortunate feeling of being able to call a friend.
Good love from me to you*
Good love from me to you.

君には　僕が必要さ
To you, I am necessary
友達と　思える幸せ
the fortunate feeling of being able to call a friend.
Good love from me to you
Good love from me to you
Good love from me to you
Good love from me to you

hey dears!!!
Thanks for all your concerns. I'm fine. ^^ Was.... over dramatic~ ^^;;

Deferring the offer for a year (not sure if I can get it).
At the moment, trying to keep in pace with the monsterous pace of n u s engine. Taking 6 modules this semester, that's why you'll see less of me around... I'll be having lessons 5 days a week, starting at average 9am, ending at 4pm on 3 days and 6pm on 2 days... you get the picture... with tutorials and online labs and jap.... = =b

so don't miss my absence if I fail to update regularly... it's because I've not got a breather at all.
Thanks to bd, gan and clare darlings!! ^^

btw... why is HMV so inefficient??? SMAP's single: 'Tomodachi he Say what you will' was released on 19 Jan and they still don't have it there!!!!! ok... I'm asking for too much...

anyway... they're FIRST on the oricon chards on the first day of release!!!!!!! *cheers and beams* That's my SMAP. *\(^o^)/*

I just realised something...

People don't heal from their pain and the lost of their dreams.
Neither do they find another dream.
They just got used to the pain, go on with whatever they have, and forget that they've ever dreamt before.

Got a call from idp today... uwa's offering me medicine...

I dun know if this gut feeling is true...
I told you I got in to uwa dentistry before right... the deadline of reply was last friday.
I did not reply (ie: rejected the offer) and now... they're offering me medicine.
so.... if I had accepted dentistry... I would not have gotten this offer at all.

I remember the lady at the booth told me before: "oh! if you got medicine and want to do dentistry in the end, I'm syre they will allow it. There's lesser applicants to dentistry"

...

the possibility of them giving me dentistry to 'try out' my response is... so high that I cannot ignore it. = =b so... the aussie unis have nothing they look for in a overseas med applicant apart from their money? Just get them into your school and start sucking your bucks. (my fren who put a second choice got her second choice too and another who only placed one choice got med...)

which reminds me of what a doctor told me when I told him that I placed bioeng as a 3rd choice... "they might just place you in bioeng because they need pple in that field now"..... I'm not going to think of the possibilities. NO... that's not the case... and.. I did complete my med interview right??? that lady did say 'thank you' right? but why the shocked faces when i said 'thank you'??!!

I can't bare the thought of such things anymore... no regrets NO regrets...

HI CLARE~!!!!!! *runs over and gives a hug* love ya dear!!! what hap to our 2046 meeting? ><

I wish I'm more organised...

got 2 gatherings tmr... need to bid for jap 6 tmr while I'm OUT...
2 more gatherings on sat... left with 60 bucks to survived the 2 days...

school's starting and I've still got one more chapter to revise for Jap...
not started any pre-revision...

have not conducted english lessons in TT for 2 weeks (yes... I conduct beginners english lessons... BEGINNERS... don't die of shock....)

how am I gonna pull up my cap next sem?! sigh...

Can some one tell me how so many can have 3-4 days week when yours truly here is trying to contain my 5 days to be not so long?! sigh... I'm seeing a semester of nightmare even before it starts...

oh... and have I told you that my school's bidding system is the best ever?! it broke down at the critical timing: 2.50pm~! wth!!

Why am I always using so many points to get my modules so that they fit into my timetable whereas people get theirs with 1 point?! And guess what?! I went through all that trouble to change my tutorial class and troubled the poor lady at the engine dept so much so that I can get this slot! Good thing I got it... and I'm gonna do this module on this day alone... *sigh*

Ale must learn to contain her anger this year.... *grrr*

I'm intending to write a LONG entry here... so don't bother to read unless you're very free or very interested in my last year, 2004.

exactly a year ago... on new year's day... I was rushing my project on foreign investments in China... my second job at an advertising company. Asked my mum to ask my aunt to accept me into her company because i was plan lazy to look for a job after As... was feeling bitter... why do I have to bring home work when I'm just an intern there? why am I slogging away on New Year's holiday?! blew up, and told my mum I'm gonna quit. that's it... that's not my work... not what I should be doing.... I'm helpless... I dun know what on earth I was doing because I know nuts about econs.second aunt... not my boss, came and gave me a pat talk... about how people should not give up so easily.. not things will always be hard, how I cannot expect life to be smooth flowing all the time.

still... I quit the job.

then... stayed at home for some time... looked for other jobs, helped my parents in the robinsons sales, stood for 10hrs a day.... went for job interviews... prepare my trip to the uk... went to china for holiday during chinese new year. saw for the first time how the fire cracker looks like... played with fireworks and fire crackers, saw a whole city of fireworks that lasted for 2 hrs in shanghai... I meant WHOLE city...

came back.. went to sn to teach sec 4 chemistry for a week... lost my voice in 4 days and told myself that teaching in a class like that will never be for me... realised that sn girls are actually still very adorable.

went to IBN for an interview... IBN=Institute of Bioengineering and Nanotechnology. went to the UK for 2 weeks on my own... first time aboard alone... great experience... great sceneries... great people... came back and got offers from med in glasgow and manchester... bioeng in imeprial and pharmacology in edinburgh... decided that i wanna do medicine here in singapore...

started my attachment in IBN... skinned rats, killed rats... cut rats... made soups, rat soup.... did all sorts of funny things... got into trouble with a collegue... thought about animal rights very carefully... got A level results back... not what I wanted but good enough I guess... went for medicine and dentistry interview in singapore... got asked a million times why I wanna do med by prof.... still wanted to do medicine. found out that I didn't get in.. got into the lowest period of my life... reconsidered my available choices, gave up on going to the UK... applied for aust med... decided on bioeng in nus for the time being.

started intensive driving lessons... really liked driving... started uni very reluctantly... managed subjects that I never was interested in... programming medthodology nearly killed me... glad that i still have singhui and sandra in the same fac doing the same thing together... survived boring school life... can't wait to go aboard... finsihed my exams... realised that I really have no feelings for my school... went for my first driving test and failed with 28 points... didn't like the tester felt that the tester failed me on purpose... haha

had my exams... in the midst of getting crazy over this website called takuya's town... thought I flopped the exams... exams over... took my 2nd driving test after 2 weeks of intensive driving lessons. got the same tester... nearly flopped when i saw his name... was confident this time round and passed with 14 points... kinda understood why he failed me the last time... but refuse to admit it... got uni results back... not satisfactory... but stil can work hard next sem.

went to uwa's interview... got in dentistry for uwa... still waiting for melb now... decided that I will most prob finish uni in nus first before going for grad med if i want to... meanwhile give myself some time to think about what I wanna do...

had a good christmas to hear about the tsunamis on 26 dec... realised how fortunate I am to be here on this little red dot on the map...

still being called a kid by shuyan but feel that I've done alot of growing up last year.... hope that this year will be a better one compared to the last. for myself and for the world as a whole.

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!
Hope all my dears have a great year ahead~~~~~ *hugz*
Love you peeps so much!!!!!!!!

oh~ and 'Meet the Fockers' is really good. Had a good laugh, a good one in a long time...
Thinking of going to crash rj in their new, beautiful (note the jealous tone) bishan campus some time next week since school starts on 10th... shld I wear my school uniform?

Having a headache arranging my time table for next sem... I tell you: I think the bidding system is ^%#^%$... you get the picture.

First new year wish on the list: To have a peaceful and safe year ahead free of natural disasters.