I think I'm becoming a loner... even when I'm in a crowd, I can't seem to interact with people, there's nothing I wanna talk to them about, there's no common topic between us. And I think the problem lies with me. I don't like to talk about bgr, I don't like to talk about what's on TV because I watch a different channel... I've not gone out for the last century and ahve absolutely no idea which resturant is the newest talk of the town. As a result, I tend to talk takuya all day. Because there's nothing else for me to talk about... and being a hua1 chi4 is the easiest way to get me through a conversation. (ok, I do enjoy talking about Takuya too... I admit) Something's seriously wrong with me. I think I need to get out and do something apart from be a student of NUS.... what?

I got mad with a friend a month ago... and till now, I can't get through it. I know my words were very harsh on her, but on the other hand, I know I can't stand her attitute anymore. If there's something I cannot tolerate, it is to have my kind intentions being made use of. Even if she's an almost decade old friend, I'm ready to give up the friendship. I feel that her actions cheapened my friendship. The first time I'm really thinking so about a friend... if she sees this, things will really blow up further... but heck, this is MY blog and I shall say whatever I want.