Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Thinking of giving up medicine as an undergrad course... totally... please tell me that's a right choice~~~~~

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Hello hello~!
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahhahahahaha

Got the same tester as the last time and this time... he let me pass!!!!!!!!! (^-^)

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

hello dears!!
I went back to st nicks today~!!!! *grinz* to help Mrs. Wong out actually... (wasn't too helpful though...)
anyway... dears... if your memories of St. nicks is the lovely stylish blue, pink, white and light purple..... sigh... can't bring myself to ask you peeps to not return... okie, think of this... the external of the school is painted, yellow and red (pam calls it griffindor colours...), every level, is then of a different colour... ,for the Primary block that's done painting... the first level (P1 classrooms) is purple, the second level, is bright green... the thrid, orange... and the fourth, yellow. Use your imagination to think of the grossest colour combination you can think of......

........

I'm shocked beyond words.

Nevertheless, it was nice meeting Elizabeth, Pauline, Hua Zhen and of course Mrs. Wong again and to talk to them again. (^-^) One happy morning and afternoon spent with my dear ones in the dearest place on earth.

P/s: yes Jaslyn! I saw the announcement on TT~ The day is finally here... (been having nightmares that it won't be here.)

Monday, December 13, 2004

I find something very disturbing recently....
I'm watching AND enjoying this particular korean drama on scv (18 sui xin niang).... and I thought that korean dramas are cliche~ okie... they still are... but I'm actually really enjoying this one. Very much... because it's plain funny and enjoyable. I mean.. even though I can probably tell you what will happen in the next 10 episode or even the ending, I really am enjoying this drama!!!!! (-_-''')

Some one wrote to Takuya on his radio programme about his mum liking the korean actor, Bae Yong Jun... the listener wrote, My mum like Bae now... before that, her number one is you, Takuya. The reason for the change in mind.... because you guys (smap) has not produced a single/album since 2003!! hmm... the first thought that came to mind was that the girl who wrote in must have been waiting very hard for SMAP's new album/single... tell me which fan isn't... then, in the forums they started talking about how Takuya seem bothered by this popularity thing... I've always thought that he will not be affected since he's been in this game for more than 10 years. Oh well... once again he has proven to me that he's human with manly feelings and jealousy. (and I like him for that... ^^)

But some of the fans feel... as long as he's that special only one and do his best in whatever he does, it's okie... conflicting ideas actually... think about it: why work hard if you don't want to be number one? but yet... being number one should not be your only focus... it's also more important to that special you... so, now what?! -- don't care about rankings and competitions and be you? probably risk being left behind by this ever progressing society? or get yourself lost in the search for fame, rank and power?

I think I've been trying to be that special one.... but I'll be lying if I tell you I'm not bothered by rankings... becasue... it decides so many things, I really don't like myself being like that... but I'm no monk, no sister who can live out of this society's expectations of me, of a person... (no offense)

sigh... okie, no more time for reflection.... time to talk to sitong and meli...

Meli, if you're reading this... wanna give ya a HUG. waiting for you to come back on 20 dec!!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

hello dears~! I'm back! ^^
miss me? muahahahha...
okie... to explain for my disappearance...

initially, before the exams start... I'm struggling with school's darx programming methodology, electrical engineering, mathematic, physics... now.. tell me that just hearing the names don't put you to sleep. Thats their effect on me... *sigh*

Then, the exams... also getting crazy with this chinese Takuya forum called Takuya's Town... Became a boardmistress in a small corner over there called English Corner. Yes... I know my english is no way near to being good... but... okie... nvm...

Anyway... I really got addicted... it's so fun that it really catught my attention.. you can dress yourself up there... catch mushrooms to earn ttp(cyber money), buy all sorts of funny tools to use in the place etc..... yes... I got so addicted that I think I kinda neglected my studies... and that's not good. I don't think it's that huge an effect on my studies... but it wasn't good anyway...
so, I asked to 'resign' from the post... but got scolded for not studying hard by the webmaster....... (-_-''') sigh......

Think I better learn self-control next sem...

and... went for UWA's interview for med... been thinking these days that graduating with a bioengin degree from NUS's not too bad an idea... that'll make me more flexible... and well... it's never too late to take med after that... so I'll see if mel or uwa accepts me and then decide if i'll go...

anyway... that's what I've been doing so far... my driving test's next wed, so I'm training hard... gonna go back to sn to help mrs. wong out on tues because she's asking for an early retirement... can't wait to go back~ pam says that mrs. chong made the school look like a kindergarden... so, I'll prepare myself for the shock.