Dear Kimura Kun,

Happy 32nd Birthday!!!!!

May you gain charm and wit as you grow~!
(and I totally don't mind you being 32, have looks of 22 and a brain of 12! *hee*)

can't wait to see Howl's Moving Castle. **\(^-^)/**

hello~ haven't been writing for some time...
been... living an escapist life I think.... a fangirl life, watching smap stuff... getting buried in the forums...
exams for in 2 weeks (less than) time and I have not settled down to study. 1 semester is almost gone... how time flies... somehow, I feel like I've been trying to escape from life and not move on. I don't know. The complexity of my mindset now is so bad that I just don't wanna bother about it and... live a day by a day.
I know it's time for me to start working hard... to a certain extend, I don't want to. Wonder if I made a wrong choice by choosing this course... people tell me that it's difficult to get into this course... but it doesn't matter to me at all... it's probably not want I wanna do. Or is it not? sigh.... I'm rambling non-stop, with no direction.
Life's busy, I've not been watching the news, not been catching up with my friends, but yet, I feel like I've been wasting my life. I'm missing out on important things in life. That's the feeling I have now... what is it? I have no idea. And I have no time to seek. It's time to settle down, get focused and study. That's the only thing that should be bothering me now. sigh.... have no idea what I am driving at.... but I think I know one thing: I am not happy.
good gracious...