I know I can't please the world...

But I am a perfectionist, and... I CARE about what others think of me... I know what people think of me doesn't matter at all, I still want them to think well of me.

Argh... I'm shallow.

I'm falling in love with the Carpenters... they're just so soothing to listen to...

Desperado
Don Henley & Glen Frey

source: http://www.vex.net/~paulmac/carpenter/lyrics/desperado.html

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
but I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you
can hurt you somehow.
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy!
She'll beat you, if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table,
but you only want the ones that you can't get.
Desperado, ah, you ain't gettin' no younger.
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
Freedom, oh, freedom. That's just some people talkin'
You're a prisioner walking through this world all alone.
Don't your feet get cold in the wintertime?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
It's hard to tell the nighttime from the day.
You're losin' all your highs and lows.
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin' , but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you (2x)
before it's too late.

After 2 years of being in N U S and almost 8 years of being a science student... I've came to a revelation.... I should be in ARTS.

My 5 pages of crap for a sociology module got an A... I think I should knock wall and die because...
1) the essay was done together with a test and a lab report (with more effort put into the lab report and test definately)
2) the essay was done in a weekend with only a few hours of touching up after that; basically minimal touch-up except for a new intro and conclusion
3) i admit... I kinda added in extra "flavouring" into the essay... not all's the truth (I bought high class MSG lar... ajinomoto brand)
4) i... have no idea what i was writing in the essay....
5) I SUed THE MODULE!!! (the main reason why I shld knock wall and die)

heavens~~~




ok.... that's pure luck. I will still appreciate the SU for the final exams because I have read less then 10 readings out of the huge pile of readings the course made us go through.

I shld stop thinking that I shld take Jap Studies as my major and go back to the sad cruel reality of reading about X-ray, attentuation coeeficient and spatial resolution...
my life's screwed... I shld be in arts lar... orz