been thinking about this...
what if I had tried to get a scholarship 2 years ago... and IF i did get one...
will that actually mean that I will not be worrying, thinking about my career now?
ok, we talk about not looking back at the past... but what about the future?
grad school? (if i can get in that is)
grad med school?
grad law school?
work?
or should I go get a tour guide license or attend hospitality and hotel management courses?
what should be my piority? money? interest? career prospects?
people tell me, don't think about money, look for a job that you like.
but hey! doesn't the world revolve around money? and hey! you will not get everything that you want!
work and interest can become one? yeah... that's the ideal case, but how many people do achieve it?

and... it gets pretty stressful to see people around you doing all sorts of research attachments and have yourself still doing nothing...