I'm SCREWED...........
will they allow a re-test???????????????????????????????? I mean... it's not our fault that the damn mung-bean respires so fast that it moves from one end of the capillary tube to the other in one min right??? DIE.
then, the reducing sugar won't change colour... the two out of three stach-enzyme mixture looks the same... 4 marks is given for the drawing of a whole damn tissue diagram of a section of the stem... what can be worse???? thanks.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
hey peeps, talked to Mr. Wong on msn (pam's account) last night.... so, I still dunno if he won... (unlike what Pam told me) he told me to watch and find out for myself... *argh* hee.. but I had quite a fun time suaning him.... with things like... "the news is spreading like wild fire!", "everyone's really excited about seeing you can Miss Jeya on TV!!" (not very suaning now that I think of it...) yes, he's my teacher... erm... *smilez* wellz, I told pam to tell him that I'm stressed over the A's and a little conked out... *grinz* but it was fun suaning him. *halo over my head*
Monday, October 27, 2003
yiling dear... I'll love to record the show... but I don't have a working recorder at home! Ber's gonna record it, since it's the day before our A levels papers... and maybe we can watch it when you're back! (^-^)
today's topic,
When Fanatism gets Overboard
guessed what I'm gonna talk about? you're right.
but today, I need to talk about the ugly side of fans. remember when F4 came to Singapore... think some 8000 people or something queue for hours outside Bishan Junction 8 to catch a glimspe of the four monkeys? (my sis being one of them...) the taiwanese people queue for DAYS... to watch the Johnny's artists like Takizawa Hideki concert... blah blah blah... some say it's a way of showing support to the artiste you like... but where do you have to draw the line? when is your fanatism and support for the artiste becoming more of a nuisence than anything else for the artiste?
A Singaporean fan approached Shingo (a SMAP member) in Japan earlier on this year.... not to show her support to Shingo, but to ask Shingo to pass a present to Takuya. Fans at the airport when hysterical upon seeing Takuya and forced notepads upon him get his signature. In Shanghai, the fans' support for Takuya was returned with an angry "Baka (stupid)" by Takuya when a fan reached and pulled Takuya, hurting his already injured arm... then, you see all the bulletin boards going, "what the @#$%^&*", "how can she do that??!!" , "let's give him some freedom"
so where do we have to draw the line?
an entry went: "much as we see him as a familar character, he sees us as a stranger"
I dun know if i'm in the correct position to say this: I don't know how will I respond on seeing Takuya... but I think, if you respect your idol as a person... you'll be able to draw the line well enough. Think about what are the things that you don't want to be done upon you... what are the things that you will frown upon... if you don't them to happen to you... don't do them on your idol. respect him as a human being, he's not a toy... not a piece of real life poster for you to kiss and hug and drool upon.
some fans skip school, skip work to see him... isn't this fanatism getting overboard when you let your fanatism, your idolism interfere with your private life? ok, I'm always like an idiot talking about Takuya, thinking about Takuya, using the net to find out more about him... but as a fan, you are a human being too. you have your life... if you messed up your life for him, will he know? NO. Get a life!! (this going out to me too...)
and about present giving... my dear sis... (sorry, dun hit me!) prepared a present for Vaness before I think... but hey!! does he need it? I don't think so. even if it's something you think he'll like... he, being an artist and all... am able to get all those for himself... he doesn't need your lucky stars and nicely decorated soft-toys... he's a grown-up man! letters are fine if you really need to tell him how much you like him... but well... I think the most practical thing, is to buy his albums, VCDs, magazines, go for his concerts. you'll be putting money into his pockets... and in the meantime, giving yourself enjoyment! and... don't buy pirated goods... apart from the support your idol part... it's unethical.
I don't know... I may go totally bonkers when I finally get to see him... but I don't think I'll go and wait for him outside the TV stations, or in the hotels and stuff... I may go to the airport if I have the time... for it's public... and although the concert is less personal, I think it's the best way to meet your idol - when he's prepared. and who knows?! if you meet him on the streets one day, without planning to do so... it's lady luck shining upon you!!
today's topic,
When Fanatism gets Overboard
guessed what I'm gonna talk about? you're right.
but today, I need to talk about the ugly side of fans. remember when F4 came to Singapore... think some 8000 people or something queue for hours outside Bishan Junction 8 to catch a glimspe of the four monkeys? (my sis being one of them...) the taiwanese people queue for DAYS... to watch the Johnny's artists like Takizawa Hideki concert... blah blah blah... some say it's a way of showing support to the artiste you like... but where do you have to draw the line? when is your fanatism and support for the artiste becoming more of a nuisence than anything else for the artiste?
A Singaporean fan approached Shingo (a SMAP member) in Japan earlier on this year.... not to show her support to Shingo, but to ask Shingo to pass a present to Takuya. Fans at the airport when hysterical upon seeing Takuya and forced notepads upon him get his signature. In Shanghai, the fans' support for Takuya was returned with an angry "Baka (stupid)" by Takuya when a fan reached and pulled Takuya, hurting his already injured arm... then, you see all the bulletin boards going, "what the @#$%^&*", "how can she do that??!!" , "let's give him some freedom"
so where do we have to draw the line?
an entry went: "much as we see him as a familar character, he sees us as a stranger"
I dun know if i'm in the correct position to say this: I don't know how will I respond on seeing Takuya... but I think, if you respect your idol as a person... you'll be able to draw the line well enough. Think about what are the things that you don't want to be done upon you... what are the things that you will frown upon... if you don't them to happen to you... don't do them on your idol. respect him as a human being, he's not a toy... not a piece of real life poster for you to kiss and hug and drool upon.
some fans skip school, skip work to see him... isn't this fanatism getting overboard when you let your fanatism, your idolism interfere with your private life? ok, I'm always like an idiot talking about Takuya, thinking about Takuya, using the net to find out more about him... but as a fan, you are a human being too. you have your life... if you messed up your life for him, will he know? NO. Get a life!! (this going out to me too...)
and about present giving... my dear sis... (sorry, dun hit me!) prepared a present for Vaness before I think... but hey!! does he need it? I don't think so. even if it's something you think he'll like... he, being an artist and all... am able to get all those for himself... he doesn't need your lucky stars and nicely decorated soft-toys... he's a grown-up man! letters are fine if you really need to tell him how much you like him... but well... I think the most practical thing, is to buy his albums, VCDs, magazines, go for his concerts. you'll be putting money into his pockets... and in the meantime, giving yourself enjoyment! and... don't buy pirated goods... apart from the support your idol part... it's unethical.
I don't know... I may go totally bonkers when I finally get to see him... but I don't think I'll go and wait for him outside the TV stations, or in the hotels and stuff... I may go to the airport if I have the time... for it's public... and although the concert is less personal, I think it's the best way to meet your idol - when he's prepared. and who knows?! if you meet him on the streets one day, without planning to do so... it's lady luck shining upon you!!
Sunday, October 26, 2003
hahahahhaha, I need to blab... listen people, Mr. Geraint Wong and Miss Jeya is on the Singapore's Brainiest Teacher gonna be shown on channel 5 on 9 Nov. hahahahhahahahhahaha.... okie, I know this is not the right thing to say about your teacher... but it's gonna be so funny!!!!!!! hahahahahahhahahahahahaha... sn people will know what I mean...
and from my sis.... THE TWO OF THEM WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* open champange someone!!
and from my sis.... THE TWO OF THEM WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint* open champange someone!!
shuz... you know why I can give you such a wonderful testimonial???? *hold your breath everyone!!*
because I'm a shen!! hahahahahahhahahahhahaha
sorry...... *grinz*
okie.... for some serious reflection before I claim I'll go into mugging for the millionth time this month. just some random thoughts, maybe cliche... but just what I've been thinking...
when going about life gets tough... count your blessings, and you'll realise that you are really lucky. Then, maybe going about life will get easier.
praising others is a great thing to do.
don't think you can't do it when you've not even tried!
accept that in life, there's always someone out there better than you in a way or another.
loneliness is the worst feeling on earth.
the most important thing in life is to be yourself.
you live only once, why allow regrets?
you can do anything as long as your action does not bring inconvenience to other people.
reflection is something a person should do every once in a while - this will make you feel good about being alive.
rules are there for a reason, most of the time.
okie... wierd ramblings... but I've seem to feel more about these words then I used to nowadays...
because I'm a shen!! hahahahahahhahahahhahaha
sorry...... *grinz*
okie.... for some serious reflection before I claim I'll go into mugging for the millionth time this month. just some random thoughts, maybe cliche... but just what I've been thinking...
when going about life gets tough... count your blessings, and you'll realise that you are really lucky. Then, maybe going about life will get easier.
praising others is a great thing to do.
don't think you can't do it when you've not even tried!
accept that in life, there's always someone out there better than you in a way or another.
loneliness is the worst feeling on earth.
the most important thing in life is to be yourself.
you live only once, why allow regrets?
you can do anything as long as your action does not bring inconvenience to other people.
reflection is something a person should do every once in a while - this will make you feel good about being alive.
rules are there for a reason, most of the time.
okie... wierd ramblings... but I've seem to feel more about these words then I used to nowadays...
Saturday, October 25, 2003
haha clare... the takuya stalkometer grows on me!! and it's on 24-hours a day... can't switch off larz... *grinz* rather... dun wanna switch off... listening to Takuya's radio programme now. LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!! genki Takuya suki~ (like)
super thanks to yiming for the great testimonial on friendster... I'm so nice? *ego* haha... thanks dear. (^-^) I wanna write one for you too!! and for lots of people... clare... nat... pearll... I have so many things to write! but that damx thing is NOT loading... and it's like 1.30am now?? the americans are working... singaporeans are sleeping... why is it not loading and still working like a SNAIL??? 'cause tmr's saturday? maybe...
I've not been studying! HOW HOW HOW???? I need to mug mug MUG!! with my super lousy prelim results... I'm not feeling the panic I should be feeling... HOW?? HOW HOW???!!! panic... I'm like using the net every day, and just randomly slacking around... dare not go out 'cause I should be studying, but yet all I do is roam the net!!!!! die
super thanks to yiming for the great testimonial on friendster... I'm so nice? *ego* haha... thanks dear. (^-^) I wanna write one for you too!! and for lots of people... clare... nat... pearll... I have so many things to write! but that damx thing is NOT loading... and it's like 1.30am now?? the americans are working... singaporeans are sleeping... why is it not loading and still working like a SNAIL??? 'cause tmr's saturday? maybe...
I've not been studying! HOW HOW HOW???? I need to mug mug MUG!! with my super lousy prelim results... I'm not feeling the panic I should be feeling... HOW?? HOW HOW???!!! panic... I'm like using the net every day, and just randomly slacking around... dare not go out 'cause I should be studying, but yet all I do is roam the net!!!!! die
Thursday, October 23, 2003
I give up. min.... I can't approve you yet 'cause the page doesn't turn out... recieved the email of request, but can't find the request in my home page... and the direct link given on the email does NOT work. how fantastic... I'll try tonight.
btw.... takuya should arrive in Shanghai again at this very moment. *grinz*
should go back to mugging.... slacked alot these two days that I'm feeling guilty...
btw.... takuya should arrive in Shanghai again at this very moment. *grinz*
should go back to mugging.... slacked alot these two days that I'm feeling guilty...
mushy??? really clare??? beginning to think this obssession with Takuya is getting out of control.... shall not talk about him today, despite the big desire to do so... so what about me today?
oh, Hwa chong's GP paper is hell.... what kinda compre is that? every point is 1/2 mark with a whole lot of inference questions... that's why the hc people's GP is so strong... did the prelim papers today for mock...
yapz... now what else... oh, for those with friendster... look for me at the email address given on this page... and it's really slow!!!!!! kinda fed-up with it. found my classmates... about 10 of them... but couldn't add all of them as frens as the damn thing is SO SLOW!!!!!
Yapz.... that's my life... bland, boring... plain... now you see why writing about Takuya is better? 'cause there's so much more to write about! unless I start ranting about various issues again... and given my pretty biased opinions... I dunno how people will respond... not that I care too much that is.
oh, RJ open house tmr. think it's HC's too.... was thinking about wearing the sn school u back tmr to "kop" the gift bags... then considering the time I have to spend on going there and coming back home... a gift bag is not very worth the effort...
oh, Hwa chong's GP paper is hell.... what kinda compre is that? every point is 1/2 mark with a whole lot of inference questions... that's why the hc people's GP is so strong... did the prelim papers today for mock...
yapz... now what else... oh, for those with friendster... look for me at the email address given on this page... and it's really slow!!!!!! kinda fed-up with it. found my classmates... about 10 of them... but couldn't add all of them as frens as the damn thing is SO SLOW!!!!!
Yapz.... that's my life... bland, boring... plain... now you see why writing about Takuya is better? 'cause there's so much more to write about! unless I start ranting about various issues again... and given my pretty biased opinions... I dunno how people will respond... not that I care too much that is.
oh, RJ open house tmr. think it's HC's too.... was thinking about wearing the sn school u back tmr to "kop" the gift bags... then considering the time I have to spend on going there and coming back home... a gift bag is not very worth the effort...
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
realise that the only thing I do on this blog nowadays is gushing over Takuya... ok... one last (try...) time can??? Takuya signed EVERY signature request in the airport on departure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna faint... he's in such good mood nowadays! sigh... why am I stuck here with A levels??!!
Bush is in Singapore for 30min already... (6pm now...) the roads in paya labar near my house are closed for him... shall TRY not to say anything that may endanger my country... but wonder if bombs are somewhere on this island ready to be ignited... *touch wood* JOKING!~
Physics Prac today is fine... but I can't help but feel disadvantaged with starting with question 2 first... cause I have so much time left for qustion 2 that I RE-CHECKED all my worjk for question 2, and not enough time to repeat my anomalous point for question 1... sigh... but it's generally ok... pray that I didn't make any big blunders.
GP Mock exam tomorrow... I know that my GP is weak and all, but I'm so sick of GP!! been doing one prelim paper every week... this week, I'm gonna have to do TWO... can't we use Japanese to replace GP??? I got an A2 for last year's AO paper... then I can concentrate on the A level papers...
had a tiny "quarrel" with SheYa today through sms... she smsed me just to remind me to watch xi1 jie1 shao3 nian2 (I hope that's the name...) on U chanel... so I replied : "I have no interest in those SMAP imposters dear!!" haha... she replied IMMEDIATELY... "You think your life too long is it??? 5566 is way better than your si ma pu (dead table clothe)" that brought me nursting loud on my mum's car after physics prac... she can still remember her fantastic nick for dear SMAP!! btw... it's Smappu (the pronunciation in Jap of SMAP) not si ma pu!!!!!!!! (^-^) miss all the 4 diligence people...
Bush is in Singapore for 30min already... (6pm now...) the roads in paya labar near my house are closed for him... shall TRY not to say anything that may endanger my country... but wonder if bombs are somewhere on this island ready to be ignited... *touch wood* JOKING!~
Physics Prac today is fine... but I can't help but feel disadvantaged with starting with question 2 first... cause I have so much time left for qustion 2 that I RE-CHECKED all my worjk for question 2, and not enough time to repeat my anomalous point for question 1... sigh... but it's generally ok... pray that I didn't make any big blunders.
GP Mock exam tomorrow... I know that my GP is weak and all, but I'm so sick of GP!! been doing one prelim paper every week... this week, I'm gonna have to do TWO... can't we use Japanese to replace GP??? I got an A2 for last year's AO paper... then I can concentrate on the A level papers...
had a tiny "quarrel" with SheYa today through sms... she smsed me just to remind me to watch xi1 jie1 shao3 nian2 (I hope that's the name...) on U chanel... so I replied : "I have no interest in those SMAP imposters dear!!" haha... she replied IMMEDIATELY... "You think your life too long is it??? 5566 is way better than your si ma pu (dead table clothe)" that brought me nursting loud on my mum's car after physics prac... she can still remember her fantastic nick for dear SMAP!! btw... it's Smappu (the pronunciation in Jap of SMAP) not si ma pu!!!!!!!! (^-^) miss all the 4 diligence people...
Sunday, October 19, 2003
wasn't intending to blog.... but i need to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for those who says Takuya is act cool, he's probably a snobbish superstar.... KICK YOURSELF!!!!!!
'cause I can tell you that Takuya is the SWEETEST guy on Earth!!!!!!!!!!!!
okie, the whole incident went... Takuya arrived in Shanghai again yesterday for the filming of 2046, and having missed Takuya the first time he was here... the Shanghai fans are determined not to miss our Hero again. so, there were there waiting for him... fans working in the airport had began sending smses to the fans waiting outside that Takuya's plane has arrived and he's walking out.
report 1:
immediately after leaving the plane on the way out... Takuya had his sunglasses off when he was inside the airpot... fans say that he's got really sweet eyes... looking really shy and uncertain... but once he put on his sunglasses, he looks really cool... that fan commented that he looks like Mr. Shy with shades off and Mr. Cool with shades on.
report 2:
Takuya steps out of the airport where the reporters and all the other fans are waiting... he had his shades on, with no expression on his face... COOL
fans begin calling out his name... holding up all the uchiwas (fans with his face on them... a concert must-have) but he remained expressionless all the way, purposely slowing down his steps so that the fans can see him longer...
one of the fans begin to reach out for him... but was still afraid that it'll make him mad... but she managed to touch his arms for a moment and Takuya seems ok with it.... not showing signs of annoyance (he'll show it really openly if he's angry from past experiences)
the moment he got onto the car... many fans see him smiling immensely... (note: he has really white teeth despite all the smoking) looking like he's on high spirits... he's arm seems to be recovering too.
the reporters had the great fortune of following him all the way by agreeing to takuya's request that they will maintain discipline and will not push or hurt any fans.
report 3:
at the hotel, the bodyguard told the reporters that Takuya will be coming down for phototaking and requested for them to maintain discipline...
takuya came down and a short interview in english goes:
reporter: that's a really nice hat you're wearing!
Takuya: I design! (he's wearing self-designed hat and shirt both with the pirate symbol of a skull on them... it's designed in honour of One Piece... but of course, only the fans know it... it's a black shirt and hat with the skull shaped using something like seqins)
reporter: Have your hand injury recovered?
Takuya: Yes (with a smile)
Reporter: How long will you stay in Shanghai for this time?
Takuya: I don't know!
takuya was in good mood, been really cooperative and sweet.
report 4: YOU MUST READ THIS
the Shanghai fans had been planning this for a long time... they want to tell takuya that his fans wish him all the best and they really like him. so.... one of the fans got some internal information about exactly which level, which room Takuya is living in in Shanghai's Westin hotel...
so, with like the best luck in the world, she managed to slip through all the sercurity and got to the level where Takuya is rumored to stay... upon getting onto that level... she saw just and extremely entry corridoor... not what she was expecting since there must have been extra security on that level... but no, it was empty. anyway... a couple of the rooms are actually unclosed... unlocked... she walked all the way to the last room on the level... the room Takuya is rumored to have been staying...
the room was not locked... and slightly opened like those other rooms... (Takuya's in a really relaxed mood?) she could hear noises from the room. but no, she's not intending to break into the room... feeling all excited... she took out paper (blue, she thinks takuya likes blue) from her bag... and began writing the words... "TAKUYA GOOD LUCK! ALL THE SHANGHAI FANS" and intended to slip it through the door and ring the door bell before she disappears... but she was so.................. nervous that she forgot to write the 'U' in Takuya's name... so, she was leaning on the wall trying to correct her words when the door OPENED. Takuya was standing right in front of her... looking right into her eyes... (apparently takuya must have been quite amused by the fact that there's someone outside) anyway.... Takuya was not wearing shades... wearing a blue hat... she can't remember all the details... the others in the room stepped out too after Takuya.
immediately, she reached out to Takuya and passed him the slip of paper into his hands. he walked to the lift looking at the piece of paper. then she said: "Can you give me a sign?" afraid that Takuya might not be willing... she looked at Takuya... he did not shake his head... so, she started looking for a piece of paper for Takuya to sign... taking quite a long time... she was sure that Takuya saw his uchiwa in her bag... she reached out to him to pass him the piece of paper and pen... then the greatest moment in her life came...
Takuya: "what's your name?"
she stunned.
Takuya again really sweetly: " what's your name?"
she nearly fainted... she'll thank him with all her life as long as he signs it... let alone with her name written on it!!!!!!!!!!!! knowing that takuya won't understand chinese, she gave him an english name KIKI...
Takuya wrote To KIKI, and signed what looked like, Takuya KU. the girl is feeling like the most fortunate girl on Earth...
She's so bear to Takuya that she could smell him... he smelt good like he was just out form the shower.
they have walked to the lift by that time... thinking that she must say something, she pointed to her shirt (a One Piece shirt) and said: "One Piece!" Takuya smiled... it was the whitest teeth the girl has seen before...
that moment, all the bodyguards came out from their rooms... one of his managers asked the girl: "you live here?" in english.... to not let them get suspicious, she replied "yes".
Takuya went into the lift and the girl begin saying "Good Luck!!" , doing the hand gesture of Good Luck that Takuya did in his drama... she gave a deep bow to thank the guards for not chasing her away and to dear sweet Takuya. she rushed off to spread the good news to all Takuya's fans.
faint... a report I got from the BBS of Takuya Forest... she's the most fortunate girl in the world... Takuya is the sweetest guy on Earth... and to those who thinks that Takuya is 163... you can knock yourself on the wall... he's definately 175 and above... really thin... but really good looking... some say 100 times better than how he looks on screen. I feel that I've not liked the wrong guy...
for those who says Takuya is act cool, he's probably a snobbish superstar.... KICK YOURSELF!!!!!!
'cause I can tell you that Takuya is the SWEETEST guy on Earth!!!!!!!!!!!!
okie, the whole incident went... Takuya arrived in Shanghai again yesterday for the filming of 2046, and having missed Takuya the first time he was here... the Shanghai fans are determined not to miss our Hero again. so, there were there waiting for him... fans working in the airport had began sending smses to the fans waiting outside that Takuya's plane has arrived and he's walking out.
report 1:
immediately after leaving the plane on the way out... Takuya had his sunglasses off when he was inside the airpot... fans say that he's got really sweet eyes... looking really shy and uncertain... but once he put on his sunglasses, he looks really cool... that fan commented that he looks like Mr. Shy with shades off and Mr. Cool with shades on.
report 2:
Takuya steps out of the airport where the reporters and all the other fans are waiting... he had his shades on, with no expression on his face... COOL
fans begin calling out his name... holding up all the uchiwas (fans with his face on them... a concert must-have) but he remained expressionless all the way, purposely slowing down his steps so that the fans can see him longer...
one of the fans begin to reach out for him... but was still afraid that it'll make him mad... but she managed to touch his arms for a moment and Takuya seems ok with it.... not showing signs of annoyance (he'll show it really openly if he's angry from past experiences)
the moment he got onto the car... many fans see him smiling immensely... (note: he has really white teeth despite all the smoking) looking like he's on high spirits... he's arm seems to be recovering too.
the reporters had the great fortune of following him all the way by agreeing to takuya's request that they will maintain discipline and will not push or hurt any fans.
report 3:
at the hotel, the bodyguard told the reporters that Takuya will be coming down for phototaking and requested for them to maintain discipline...
takuya came down and a short interview in english goes:
reporter: that's a really nice hat you're wearing!
Takuya: I design! (he's wearing self-designed hat and shirt both with the pirate symbol of a skull on them... it's designed in honour of One Piece... but of course, only the fans know it... it's a black shirt and hat with the skull shaped using something like seqins)
reporter: Have your hand injury recovered?
Takuya: Yes (with a smile)
Reporter: How long will you stay in Shanghai for this time?
Takuya: I don't know!
takuya was in good mood, been really cooperative and sweet.
report 4: YOU MUST READ THIS
the Shanghai fans had been planning this for a long time... they want to tell takuya that his fans wish him all the best and they really like him. so.... one of the fans got some internal information about exactly which level, which room Takuya is living in in Shanghai's Westin hotel...
so, with like the best luck in the world, she managed to slip through all the sercurity and got to the level where Takuya is rumored to stay... upon getting onto that level... she saw just and extremely entry corridoor... not what she was expecting since there must have been extra security on that level... but no, it was empty. anyway... a couple of the rooms are actually unclosed... unlocked... she walked all the way to the last room on the level... the room Takuya is rumored to have been staying...
the room was not locked... and slightly opened like those other rooms... (Takuya's in a really relaxed mood?) she could hear noises from the room. but no, she's not intending to break into the room... feeling all excited... she took out paper (blue, she thinks takuya likes blue) from her bag... and began writing the words... "TAKUYA GOOD LUCK! ALL THE SHANGHAI FANS" and intended to slip it through the door and ring the door bell before she disappears... but she was so.................. nervous that she forgot to write the 'U' in Takuya's name... so, she was leaning on the wall trying to correct her words when the door OPENED. Takuya was standing right in front of her... looking right into her eyes... (apparently takuya must have been quite amused by the fact that there's someone outside) anyway.... Takuya was not wearing shades... wearing a blue hat... she can't remember all the details... the others in the room stepped out too after Takuya.
immediately, she reached out to Takuya and passed him the slip of paper into his hands. he walked to the lift looking at the piece of paper. then she said: "Can you give me a sign?" afraid that Takuya might not be willing... she looked at Takuya... he did not shake his head... so, she started looking for a piece of paper for Takuya to sign... taking quite a long time... she was sure that Takuya saw his uchiwa in her bag... she reached out to him to pass him the piece of paper and pen... then the greatest moment in her life came...
Takuya: "what's your name?"
she stunned.
Takuya again really sweetly: " what's your name?"
she nearly fainted... she'll thank him with all her life as long as he signs it... let alone with her name written on it!!!!!!!!!!!! knowing that takuya won't understand chinese, she gave him an english name KIKI...
Takuya wrote To KIKI, and signed what looked like, Takuya KU. the girl is feeling like the most fortunate girl on Earth...
She's so bear to Takuya that she could smell him... he smelt good like he was just out form the shower.
they have walked to the lift by that time... thinking that she must say something, she pointed to her shirt (a One Piece shirt) and said: "One Piece!" Takuya smiled... it was the whitest teeth the girl has seen before...
that moment, all the bodyguards came out from their rooms... one of his managers asked the girl: "you live here?" in english.... to not let them get suspicious, she replied "yes".
Takuya went into the lift and the girl begin saying "Good Luck!!" , doing the hand gesture of Good Luck that Takuya did in his drama... she gave a deep bow to thank the guards for not chasing her away and to dear sweet Takuya. she rushed off to spread the good news to all Takuya's fans.
faint... a report I got from the BBS of Takuya Forest... she's the most fortunate girl in the world... Takuya is the sweetest guy on Earth... and to those who thinks that Takuya is 163... you can knock yourself on the wall... he's definately 175 and above... really thin... but really good looking... some say 100 times better than how he looks on screen. I feel that I've not liked the wrong guy...
Thursday, October 16, 2003
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
me? cold... distant... mature... thanks huh? people who reads this blog will not think so... just been commented as being worst than she ya by clare *read:really hopelessly fanatic* thanks dear.... I'm worst than sheya... ha.... at least I'm more loyal... the ONLY one in my eyes is Mr. Kimura Takuya... lalalalalalala *hides from all the rotten eggs, vegies, insults, swears, hopeless sighs*
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
wanna blog about today's chem prac.... then I remember that someone in who knows India or whatever probably have not taken their pracs yet.... so i guess not... ha... like they even read my blog... but seriously, not in the mood to write about it... so...................... SCREWED... people. what's ur titration value? I got it too high... bleah... and couldn't finish my design...
and darling Takuya broke his hand... what the hexx are you doing Takuya? aren't you supposed to be relatively free now with concert tour over and no dramas on hand? did you burn your hand (but that will not need a sling!!) while cooking at Bitsro SMAP? did you fall down while doing one of those stunts as the 'Skate boys'? slipped and fell on the skating ring while filming "Best Couple' (a conte of SMAPXSMAP the variety show)? how did you get yourself hurt, AGAIN???!!
Takuya looked like in was in high spirits when he arrived in Shanghai smiling to the reporters, waving and looking really good but his HAND!!!!!!!!!!!! the right hand was in a sling... and the left forefinger was bandaged and looked like huge white sausages... argh... they said he hurt himself during work in Japan... and while in Shanghai... he was running a fever. but he continued with work to not stop the progress of the movie...
and to think he's just recovering from a leg injuring from the concert... Takuya... you're 31 this year... can you PLEASE learn to take care of urself?
look at SMAP now... they might as well quit dancing all together... Nakai just had an operation for a hand injury aquired while playing baseball, Shingo got himself a horrendous chameleon haircut... tsuyoshi's hair is so long it can almost be a mop... (honestly, he looked BAD... get a freaking haircut tsuyoshi.....) only goro's is normal... please let him be fine...
and darling Takuya broke his hand... what the hexx are you doing Takuya? aren't you supposed to be relatively free now with concert tour over and no dramas on hand? did you burn your hand (but that will not need a sling!!) while cooking at Bitsro SMAP? did you fall down while doing one of those stunts as the 'Skate boys'? slipped and fell on the skating ring while filming "Best Couple' (a conte of SMAPXSMAP the variety show)? how did you get yourself hurt, AGAIN???!!
Takuya looked like in was in high spirits when he arrived in Shanghai smiling to the reporters, waving and looking really good but his HAND!!!!!!!!!!!! the right hand was in a sling... and the left forefinger was bandaged and looked like huge white sausages... argh... they said he hurt himself during work in Japan... and while in Shanghai... he was running a fever. but he continued with work to not stop the progress of the movie...
and to think he's just recovering from a leg injuring from the concert... Takuya... you're 31 this year... can you PLEASE learn to take care of urself?
look at SMAP now... they might as well quit dancing all together... Nakai just had an operation for a hand injury aquired while playing baseball, Shingo got himself a horrendous chameleon haircut... tsuyoshi's hair is so long it can almost be a mop... (honestly, he looked BAD... get a freaking haircut tsuyoshi.....) only goro's is normal... please let him be fine...
Monday, October 06, 2003
haha... shuyan dear... how do you know that the main purpose of the blog is to haunt you with Jap ramblings? muah hahahahahaha!! nah~ Good Luck for your papers! Ganbatte~
Clare dear.... ^5! guess we're the loud and noisy kind... opps...
pearll dear... you're right... that's why my classmates dun know about this blog... just the thought of them reading this blog is....... i'll rather die... not that they are not nice people... but I'm just not comfortable with people I'm not close enough with knowing too much about me... hmm...
Clare dear.... ^5! guess we're the loud and noisy kind... opps...
pearll dear... you're right... that's why my classmates dun know about this blog... just the thought of them reading this blog is....... i'll rather die... not that they are not nice people... but I'm just not comfortable with people I'm not close enough with knowing too much about me... hmm...
Sunday, October 05, 2003
sucess!!!!!!!! should I start a Jap blog? just for my own rambling purpose? rambling because 1)only shuyan and seok and xuan can understand... 2)maybe even they can't understand since I probably will be writing in super broken Japanese... hmm.... but just for fun right????????? hmm........ maybe I should return to my 'one piece' instead of thinking about a jap blog...
btw... if you have win xp (i dun noe if it works for other windows) use unicode encoding... basically, I was asking: If I type in jap... I wonder if the entry can be published.
btw... if you have win xp (i dun noe if it works for other windows) use unicode encoding... basically, I was asking: If I type in jap... I wonder if the entry can be published.
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Friday, October 03, 2003
HUA!!!!!!! *rushes over and gives a BIG TIGHT HUG* love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hee* had the best afternoon for a long time.... really!! it's so great to sit down, hang around and just talk! okie.... I'm just beginning to realise that the shades that Takuya is wearing is a little too big... but just a little! and I think he's the only one who can wear that kinda shades and still looks GREAT. *hides from rotten vegies and eggs* and yes.... i still remember that look on your faces... I'll try to control.... at least dun get all gaga when I talk about him okie? *that's gonna be a task*
thanks clare... read your blog about keeping a private blog... I dun think I want it too... if there's really something that I can't let people know, something that is so personal, I won't say it at all. hmm... but I'm too much of a big mouth to keep shut of my feelings... *opps* and the reason why I don't keep a personal diary.... is because the diary can't speak back. I quite like the idea of Harry Potter's riddle's book.... I mean, having a diary that replies and yet will not 'tell on you' is great! okie... forget about what the diary really is in the book. I guess I'm the kinda person who needs my presence to be known... I don't wanna be the centre of attraction, but I need my presence to be known. I'm not the kinda person who can tolerate blending into the background. so, a diary that I plainly write into, putting all my thought and feelings into is not for me. I mean... I can't just write write! haha... attention seeker...
cyn!! I just bought one piece book 5 to 8! shall read it later!! one piece is GREAT!!
[pam: roll eyes... n pris shut up i noe ur password anyway... *smirk* strange huh... that i know it even though u NEVER telll me haha]
hello?? this is like MY blog? *getting all possessive* why should I shut up? YOU shut up. *nod head*
[pam: no is *shake head* *grinz* n shut up? how to shut up without talking? n hehe MY blog??? oh n good qn... NITES!!! *ran off to bed*]
that's because it's almost 12.... (past her bedtime) and I asked her why is she doing here in my room when she shld be sleeping... sigh... why am I allowing her to join in my blogging session?
thanks clare... read your blog about keeping a private blog... I dun think I want it too... if there's really something that I can't let people know, something that is so personal, I won't say it at all. hmm... but I'm too much of a big mouth to keep shut of my feelings... *opps* and the reason why I don't keep a personal diary.... is because the diary can't speak back. I quite like the idea of Harry Potter's riddle's book.... I mean, having a diary that replies and yet will not 'tell on you' is great! okie... forget about what the diary really is in the book. I guess I'm the kinda person who needs my presence to be known... I don't wanna be the centre of attraction, but I need my presence to be known. I'm not the kinda person who can tolerate blending into the background. so, a diary that I plainly write into, putting all my thought and feelings into is not for me. I mean... I can't just write write! haha... attention seeker...
cyn!! I just bought one piece book 5 to 8! shall read it later!! one piece is GREAT!!
[pam: roll eyes... n pris shut up i noe ur password anyway... *smirk* strange huh... that i know it even though u NEVER telll me haha]
hello?? this is like MY blog? *getting all possessive* why should I shut up? YOU shut up. *nod head*
[pam: no is *shake head* *grinz* n shut up? how to shut up without talking? n hehe MY blog??? oh n good qn... NITES!!! *ran off to bed*]
that's because it's almost 12.... (past her bedtime) and I asked her why is she doing here in my room when she shld be sleeping... sigh... why am I allowing her to join in my blogging session?
lp said that she dun noe what to write on her blog cause she feels that she's writing to an audience... guess that's why a blog can never replace a personal diary huh?
I'm beginning to feel that too... writing with others in mind... not wanting to write too intimate stuff... too sensitive stuff (ok... I wrote it.) self censoring what i wanna write before putting it up... re-reading my entry before publishing it... never knew that I'm that kinda person who will do these kinda stuff... shuyan told me that day something to the effect that she write whatever she wants on hers and don't care what others think of it... cause the people who don't agree can just go away. when can i be that kinda person? so open, so unaffected by what the others think... I've tried to be true to myself, but my environment affects me. I get bothered my what others think of me, I have an image that I wanna maintain in the minds of others, and that affects the things I do.
you know why I'm so crazy over Takuya? yes... initially, it's his looks... but gradually, as I went to read up about what he did... I admire him as a person. he's what I am not. how can a superstar like him master so much courage to defy his agency... tell the whole world that he is attached when he's an idol? at those times in Japan... it's almost like commiting suicide to admit that you are attached... but that guy admitted (with his manager beside denying everything..) that he's attached. he was about our age. then, he got married... the first one in the whole of his agency... he's the ONLY married artist in Johnny's agency. I think I'll die if I'm him. the japanese entertainment circle is never shocked by what he does... cause he always does what the rest thinks is not conventional... he's being himself.
I don't know... this is an entry that I'm not even sure if I'll put up... cause it exposes too much of my insecurity. I'm admiting to the world (the blogging world that is) that I'm bothered by my environment... that I get affected by what others think if me... things that I probably share with a few close ones... can I master up the courage to expose this insecurity? hmm...
the thing about being yourself... I don't know... while I admire those who can remian true to themselves at all times, I wonder if it's really what I wanna do... 'cause the people around me matters to me. while it's important to be true to myself... it's important that I am considerate to the feelings of other people. I remember Father Berhachate (carn remember the spelling) said before... you can bloody hell do whatever you want... but your actions should not bring trouble to others... (Takuya was brought up this way too! hmm...) but how can I stay true to myself when I don't even know what exactly what I want 'cause I'm affected by so many person A, B and C?
I'm beginning to feel that too... writing with others in mind... not wanting to write too intimate stuff... too sensitive stuff (ok... I wrote it.) self censoring what i wanna write before putting it up... re-reading my entry before publishing it... never knew that I'm that kinda person who will do these kinda stuff... shuyan told me that day something to the effect that she write whatever she wants on hers and don't care what others think of it... cause the people who don't agree can just go away. when can i be that kinda person? so open, so unaffected by what the others think... I've tried to be true to myself, but my environment affects me. I get bothered my what others think of me, I have an image that I wanna maintain in the minds of others, and that affects the things I do.
you know why I'm so crazy over Takuya? yes... initially, it's his looks... but gradually, as I went to read up about what he did... I admire him as a person. he's what I am not. how can a superstar like him master so much courage to defy his agency... tell the whole world that he is attached when he's an idol? at those times in Japan... it's almost like commiting suicide to admit that you are attached... but that guy admitted (with his manager beside denying everything..) that he's attached. he was about our age. then, he got married... the first one in the whole of his agency... he's the ONLY married artist in Johnny's agency. I think I'll die if I'm him. the japanese entertainment circle is never shocked by what he does... cause he always does what the rest thinks is not conventional... he's being himself.
I don't know... this is an entry that I'm not even sure if I'll put up... cause it exposes too much of my insecurity. I'm admiting to the world (the blogging world that is) that I'm bothered by my environment... that I get affected by what others think if me... things that I probably share with a few close ones... can I master up the courage to expose this insecurity? hmm...
the thing about being yourself... I don't know... while I admire those who can remian true to themselves at all times, I wonder if it's really what I wanna do... 'cause the people around me matters to me. while it's important to be true to myself... it's important that I am considerate to the feelings of other people. I remember Father Berhachate (carn remember the spelling) said before... you can bloody hell do whatever you want... but your actions should not bring trouble to others... (Takuya was brought up this way too! hmm...) but how can I stay true to myself when I don't even know what exactly what I want 'cause I'm affected by so many person A, B and C?
Thursday, October 02, 2003
Which One Piece Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
I'm zoro!! zoro!!!!! hahaha... my fave character in 'one piece'...
what's 'one piece'? hee... Takuya's favorite comic book... *sorry!!* *hee*
I don't read comics actually... but since it's Takuya's favorite and under the strong recommendation from him... I went to buy the comic book (till today I have 4 books) [pam: ya only 4 when i have ALL of F4's comic... ur abit xun lor... *roll eyes*]
erm... it's a children's comic... yapz... and Takuya's 31 this year... erm... [pam again:ya children for childdish people like... you noe... *cough**cough*pris*cough**cough* shh... you didn't hear it from me! *run off*]
ignore that coughing person...
actually it's really quite cute... zoro's the triple-sword swordsman... really cool character... but the main charactor is this funny young boy called Luffy... he wanted to be a pirate since young (long story) and one day, by accident, he ate this devil's fruit that belonged to a great pirate at those times... since then, he became an 'elastic man' - ie: he can stretch like rubber, but the compromise to he's super power is that he can never swim for he is being disliked by the sea (erm... that what the book says). when he grew up, he decided that he wants to go and explore the world and get this treasure called 'One Piece'... but mind you... he's alone and he can't swim for nuts! but well... he became a pirate and started going about looking for companion. the first companion he found was Zoro (me!!!) a pirate-hunter. Zoro decied to join Luffy in this advanture (yes... although he's a pirate hunter... comics dun need to make sense huh?)
for more info, go official website
Takuya
haha... I wonder if you people actually understand of what I said so far... *grinz* after prelims life is GREAT~ there's like nothing to do... I have all the time I want... I can slepp for as long as I want... watch Takuya as long as I want... listen to the cars outside of the windows and feel my existance in this city... it's great!
and lp... read my tag board. (^-^)
clare!! nv say you say Takuya good looking... (although it's an universal fact) I'm trying to tell you that he IS good looking... hahahahahahahaha... sigh... not in the mood to type today.... just wanna laze about... might be going to meet hua tmr... but that's if I can find my way to sixth ave... I'm a road idiot.....
nat: ^5! that's our dearest miss ng. *hee*
shuyan: if you are reading this reply... you shouldn't be... GO AND STUDY!! Good Luck!! in your papers!! ganbatte ne~ (^-^)
nat: ^5! that's our dearest miss ng. *hee*
shuyan: if you are reading this reply... you shouldn't be... GO AND STUDY!! Good Luck!! in your papers!! ganbatte ne~ (^-^)
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
I was drowning myself in happy Takuya lala land when my itchy fingers tell me to go random blog-hoping... reading blog from the [r j] people and fear begin dawning upon me... I'm gonna get like ALL my results inculding the darn S papers back within the two days of monday and tuesday next week. and guess what?! I've only finished my prelims this morn! what the heck am I worrying and panicking here when I have 4 days to enjoy no school, holiday life? bleah...
and why am I home? cause I can't go out with my frens as I am due for a blood taking session at alexandra today... think that nurse did a bad job... cause there's a bad ache at where the needle went in now (what do you call that?)... think I'll expect to see a blue-black soon... boo...
gonna go Takuya hunting again... will come back when i feel like writing something again...
and people... sorry to bore you. *wink*
oh! and pearll... thanks. (^-^)
and why am I home? cause I can't go out with my frens as I am due for a blood taking session at alexandra today... think that nurse did a bad job... cause there's a bad ache at where the needle went in now (what do you call that?)... think I'll expect to see a blue-black soon... boo...
gonna go Takuya hunting again... will come back when i feel like writing something again...
and people... sorry to bore you. *wink*
oh! and pearll... thanks. (^-^)
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