Saturday, January 30, 2010

這麽好的男人,爲什麽你不要?

也許因爲種種原因吧,
但是看著他上康熙時唱這首歌的感覺,
還是被感動了。



無盡透明的思念
曲:庾澄慶 詞:嚴雲農

窗外飄著晚了一點開的花香
仰望看著太早出現的蒼白月亮
不管緩慢還是匆忙 世界都一樣
用安靜的口吻說著無常

每當聽見時鐘滴答不停往前走
忽然發現熟悉街景又換了臉龐
愛被時間化上新妝 模糊了模樣
想起你時有風輕輕揚
把你吹向更遠的地方

那是無盡透明的思念
輕薄像空氣滲透進我的心
每次呼吸也許都是歎息
卻更像在呼喚你OH BABY

那是無盡透明的思念
清澈像河流讓人情願沉溺
也許我的愛也早已透明
所以你總想不起我愛你

Saturday, January 09, 2010

跟上同年龄的人的脚步

不知不觉地已经离“小孩子”的阶段越来越远了。
身边的朋友已经有了稳定的工作,
稳定的伴侣,
有的要结婚了,
有的已经结婚了。
最近听到一个朋友去参加了联谊活动。
原因是因为她妈妈觉得她“长相比较吃亏”,
应该积极点找个好的归宿。
跟自己的妈妈说了这个情况,
妈妈说:“还那么年轻,为什么要这么做”。
很庆幸自己没有被“催婚”的压力,
但是身边的一切也悄悄地在我心中拉起了警报。

成长,成家,立业……
这些都好像是人生一定要经过的里程碑,
可是我好像……一个都没达到。
今年都25了,
还在读书,
还在懵懂,
还在寻找自己想要的,
心……还在渴望飞翔。

有的朋友很羡慕我的自由,
有的朋友说老了一个人会很可怜。

怎么说呢……
心里头某种不安分子不愿意庸庸碌碌地度过人生。
跌跌撞撞也好,
和世界背道而行也好,
想要走出自己的路。
想要以后没有遗憾。
当然,得到了就要有失去。
失去所谓的“平凡的幸福”。
这些所谓的平凡的幸福,
我也渴望的……
但是人可能真的不能太贪心吧~

Monday, January 04, 2010

Remembering you~

I remember how proud a cat you are, catwalking with your tail up high as you petrol your territory. You're the king of your kingdom.

I remember how you like to sleep with with your head upside down. Is the world prettier the other way or does seeing the world from another perspective give you new insights to life?

I remember how you like chicken rice especially from Pow Sing. You're always the first member of the family to sit at the dinner table.

I remember how you rotate your sleeping place every once in a while. Every where in the house has memories of you.

I remember how you used to sleep beside me when I sleep on the sofa at the living room. Waking up to see you beside me is surprizingly soothing. The hussle and bussle of the world never seems to bother you.

I remember how you kept me company through the late nights when I had to study for my major examinations. The silence of the night is more bearable even though you just sleep quietly beside my legs.

I remember your big eyes that looks longingly at me. Those signals to feed you can never be missed.

I remember how you clinge onto the side of the water backet when the maid bathes you. Do you know how cute you look? You probably don't because you're all busy remembering how much we offended you so you can pay it back to us later.

I remember how you sit on my foot and look away to show your protest. My dear kitty, your dung smells really bad and I really appreciate it if you don't put your butt on my foot. ><

I remember how you like to sleep in plastic bags. It's amazing how a small plastic bag can make you so excited. It's also very tiring to be looking out all the time to stop you from jumping into my luggage.

I remember when we bought you, how tiny you were and how naughty you were. It's amazing how big and strong you grew over the years.

I remember how you used to catch all the small animals and show them to us. Honestly, I really don't take much interest in looking at half dead lizard or birds, but looking at your ernest face, I know you meant it as a throphy to show us how capable you are. We always know you are capable.

I remember how we used to have to squeeze you down from the dining chair so you don't fight with us for food.

I remember how you used to tap us to make us feed you. Human food is really not for you my darling... I don't kinow how you develop that appetite for human cooked food.

I remember how you used to sleep under the palm tree in the garden and disappear into the drains in the afternoon. You really gave us a shock initially. But we eventually know that a cat smart as you will always be able to find your way home.

I remember how you never meow EVER. The only way to get you to meow is to lock you up in your cage. When that happens, you will look at us with those big shiny eyes of yours and let out a small meow.

There's so many little snippets of memories of you... afterall.. you are my best pal and most valued company throughout my growing up years.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

Remembering you lovingly~

Dear Magic,

You've been a great pal and a wonderful company.
Thank you for being there all these years,
for bringing us numerous laughters and joy.

Enjoy yourself in heaven till the day we meet again.