hello hello~~ I'm back!!!!!! Four day hols, a short break.

Okie.. just to update you all on what I've been doing.. let's see... busy screwing up my life?!

Taking 6 modules this semester... and I can tell you, it's really work overloaded.
Anyway... okie... some things special so far. I'm taking Employee Management alone (kinda)... All the rest(bioengineers) took the friday slot of Japan and Singapore (another singapore studies module)... I knew no one in the tutorial classl... and am one of the 2 enigneering students in the class. But I met some really nice people. Who eventually became my presentation team mates. I'm surprised at how well we hit off... all three of them came from the Science faculty and we probably will never cross paths if not for the module. Nice to meet people out of muggerish engin if you ask me. EM tutorials now are really enjoyable. Same for Japanese 6... oh well... there's only a pathetic 20 of us. All of them came up from Japanese 5 and me... being the only additional student. But they were really accepting too... Same for my CTW(Critical thinking and writing) class... was forced to change my allocated tutorial group to accommodate my japanese module, and am now in a Group C tutorial group... knowing no one AT ALL. But I supposed thing aren't that bad either... though I can tell you that engin pple are less warm and more individualistic than pple in other faculties.. Was really worried about taking modules alone before this and expected a very lonely semester. But I'm glad everything worked out. ^^ Though.. I noticed that I'm really spacing apart from the other bioengineers, not being able to have lunches with them... do tutorials with them... but on the whole, I'll say that socially, things have been well this semester. well... come to think of it.. I'm a gemini, so.... my social skills carn be too bad right?! (save those looks, I know what you're thinking)

On the other hand... acadamically, things have been bad... I tend to reach home everyday after the sun sets... sleep in the wee hours of the day... hand up my work only on the day of the deadline... not prepare for any of the tutorials to date... days just come and go.... and every weekend, I'll be piled with work to be handed in the next week... not get the rest that I really need... something tells me that I need to go on a winter nap for a month to recover my energy... been wondering if it's my time management... but you know what... being lethargic doubles all my work speed! I can stare at the same page of tutorial for 3 hours and do nothing. That definately a signal form my body that it's shutting itself down...

But you know... I just carn help but feel that my life is taking a halt now... I've not been reading the papers... talking to my frens... having a time out with my mum and dad.. watching SMAP (and going gaga over them) for nearly a month. Ever since school started... I've not read a single day's newspaper... TIME magazine.. heck.... even a single report of SMAP!!!!!!!!! (= =b) School's sucking single part of my time... my mind and even, physically me! When people else where in the world's enjoyibng their youth.. going for trips and activities with their friends, discovering for themselves what kind of life they want to live... I'm stuck travelling everyday between school and home with nothing more in mind then the assignment due tmr... in less than 4 months time... I'll be 20... but why is there this certian emptiness in me? What have I done that's significant to speak of???!!

oh wellz... heck,... my brain's not moving... I'm thinking of critique and statics and maths and physics... and jap.... grrrrrrrrr... all of this is stifling my mind... get back when I'm more sane... in the mean time... take care my dears...