okie... this is for Pam... if she ever reads my blog...

for the others...
we had a fight(?I dun really consider it a fight...) yesterday... she changed her blog to black and white for the death... and I wanted to change it too... being the absolute idiot in html I am, I asked her for help. As ALWAYS... she refused. OK. I changed it myself... as you can see, it's not very complete... the buttons are still blue... just can't do anything about it... *shake head* but my photos are with her, boomspeed closed it's new applications because of overtraffic and I dun have somewhere to host my pictures. PLEADED her for help... she refused. (I've found somewhere else to host my photos already) Dad heard it all and got a little angry... scolded her and told her to "don't think you're so great (her attitute)... she's(me) already pleading for you to help her". She ignored him. Dad plugged off the internet supply in her room, and was really mad with her. I felt that Dad was right... just probably too harsh... well... she's just a growing, rebellious teenager...
Today, Pam showed the whole family a black face... refused to talk to me, my Dad, dunno abt my Mum... Mum and I decided that it was probably too harsh on her... asked Dad to put the internet supply back to her room. Dad agree eventually. Actually, he's making compromises earlier in the day already... even offered to get her a new phone(my GD 55 just arrived.. quite okie... just very small...) he asked if she wanted a GD-55... my sis rejected the offer... wanted the new model of the Nokia phone... whatever the model is... that's not out in the market yet. (Dad agreed to buy her a phone already... just that she's waiting for this new model at the moment) so... my Dad just made a new offer... that's it. Now... I read her blog... may I qoute...

" my dad cut off my internet connection yesterday... damn him... but not lyk i dunnoe who to connect it back... *smirk* but he gave in after i gave him a black face (to my sis too ) for 24hrs and had yet to stop the black face... he even asked if i wan a new hp... *gloat* but i turn it down... who would wan wad? GD55? pur-lease!
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changed my blog pic this morning.. (after connectin the line back myself *smirk*) done it for Sirius sigh... miss him.... *sob* "


to Pam...
I think it's time you grow up and stop being a brat. Yes, I'm hanging dirty laundry in public, scolding you on your blog and now... on mine. It's really time you learn to count your blessings. Not everyone can get whatever they want... a com in your own room, your own handphone, a TV, vcd player, hi-fi set, almost every single one of your F4 and Harry Potter stuff, TWO Harry Potter book five (Dad agreed to let me buy the adult version cause she's already addicted to the children version she's reading and I want to start reading... but she get to keep the book eventually)... how many people out there are envious of the life your leading?! Like a spoilt princess if you ask me. NO BODY owes you anything. YOU owe Pa and Ma everything. Treat people with the due respect they deserve... at least as fellow human beings. I am your ELDER SISTER, not a FOOL. I am not your punchbag that you can make use of to vent your anger when you need to. I am not your maid... listen to you biddings and do whatever you want me to do without your Ps and Qs. (you shouldn't even do that to a maid!) I don't have to endure your black face when training didn't went well earlier in the day. We're sisters (much as I'll like to not admit it...) if you don't treat me as an ELDER... at least as an EQUAL. Don't think you can get whatever you want, dun think you're so GREAT. You're growing up... at the stage when you tend to be a little rebellious... I was rebellious too... (goodness the way I used to quarrel with Mum when she got mad of my commitments in school...) but Pam... I think that you did was too much. I accepted the fact that you don't show me any respect, but to Pa and Ma... you BETTER learn.