Just hanged up the phone with ting... it's just so great to talk with you girl... (although you probably dun read my blog) but it's just a GREAT feeling to have friends that can talk with me like that for so long... over everything. I think people need friends like that... (one is more than enough, and I'm lucky enough to have quite a couple of them) but people NEED this kinda fren, the kinda pple whom you are comfortable about pouring our your hearts to, talk about EVERYTHING under the sun without having to worry if that person is forming an impression; a judgement on you. No need to disguise or hide away the real you, the kinda friend whom you'll be fine telling that you've fallen into the same drain, without looking at it, twice and just laugh at you own foolishness... these people just dun make a judgement on you, they accept you for who you are and you do the vise versa. I like this feeling of mutual trust... the feeling of security when I'm with my closest friends, I dun need to be the morally upright person, relatively hardworking student... whatever... whom I probably seem to people, I can just be ME, allow my complexities to show, the naughty side, the rebellious side... the side that want to send white powder(think anthrax) to ting through the post (and getting the reply that she was considering the possibilities of sending white powder to me too... (-_-'') ) It's just a wonderful feeling.

I heard some people describing friendship as a road... you are just like a traveller of life, and along your journey, you'll meet people whom you call friends, you'll walk with them for a distance of you road of life but sooner or later, they'll have to continue on their journey on a different crossroad and you'll have to walk your road. Ten years down the road, you may meet the person again, and if fate allows, you'll be friends again, if not, you'll just be strangers walking along the same stretch of road without recognising each other, but that friendship will always be a sweet memory for you. I'm not sure if this is the right way of describing friendship... I'll consider this acquientanship (forgive the spelling) rather than friendship... this may sound idealistic to some people, but I think true friends will always try to keep contact... even if you are walking on a different route, with a different destination... (there's always sms!!) It takes two hands to clap... and a friendship needs maintainance. and if you keep maintainance, there'll be no such thing as ten years down the road, you'll not recognise each other anymore... even if you are on opposite sides of the world.

Of course, that's idealistic... and it's probably not pausible in it's actual implementation.... but I'll try to make the effort. Nevertheless, I do have friends whom I used to be really closed with, but now... even if we walk beside each other along the streets, I'll not be able to recognise them. I'm thankful for the wonderful footsteps they had left in my heart once upon a time ago... things are just like this isn't it? not everything can be perfect as you may wish it to be (in this case, to be a 'true' friend to everybody) but yet.... we should always try to give it our best shot (here talking about maintaining the friendship).

Sorry for the philosophic entry...

okie... abt today's SAT... clare.. how was it? wanted to send you a 'Good Luck!!' sms... but somehow, in my hurry... SORRY!! hope it was fine for you... (^-^) Love ya too~ ^^ aniwae... I DIED (yes... bad english, I know.... but who cares?!) the maths section was touhg... couldn't finish... and heard from YaoDong that KarWai said it was easy... thanks huh... maths S one leh... what to expect? aniwae... the verbal was not anymore cheerful in outlook... I really dun want to take a THRID time... but I think it's gonna be necessay... (>_<)now, I'm only hoping that I'll improve from last time... hopefully, 1450 and about, but it's idealistic... *signz*

To Yiling: Take care kae dear?! and drop by often, or better still, keep a blog to so I can drop-by yours! ^^

too tired to write liao... gonna watch my Takuya... shall write about the EXCITING GP talk by a money-lender (aka loan shark) tomorrow when I'm in a better state to type coherently...

and Pam... DUN post using unkonown kae? aleshiela is a made up name coined by yours truly.... ME and puriko is a name that Maiko (my Sapporo, Jap friend)'s sister gave it... it derived from my name that sounds "pu-ri-shi-ra" in Japanese... though i told you this already, just in case anyone else is wondering... (^-^)