saikin, jibun ga jibun wo kirai ni nachattan da. ima made, watashi no 18sai no jisei wa, ittai, nanni? nanni yattan no? ima... ima made yaritai koto ha, yarenai de... yume mo nakunachatte... jibun no jisei wa, honto ni, mecha mecha ni narinashita. jibun no nihongo ha sonna ni hettai no ni, nihongo dake de, kakemasu. sono you na kimochi ha, sono blog wo miru aru hitotachi ni, wataritakunai desu. kanashi sugiru dakara.

dareka, tasukette kure!! saikin, namida ha, watashi no ii tomodachi ni narimashita. nande, jibun wa sonna ni shippai nandesuka?