I think I'm on crossroad of my life... it has been a while (since the time when we have to put in our JAE choices for JC) since I feel like that... but this time, the crossroad is a greater (?!) one... it's time I move into a dorection in my life... a direction that will in a way decide my life (at least for the next few years to come)...

Reading a book called "The Alchemist" now... it's talking about how people are borned with a destiny to fulfill in their lives. How some people will work their way to it while many others gave up pursuing. And, it talked about how some people, despite knowing their destiny has chosen to go another way, probably in seek of a more stable lifestyle, probably in fear of losing their sense direction once their destinies (or dreams) are fulfilled...

still reading the book, but somehow, I feel that I am seeking for some answer from the book, some direction, some strength, some faith... something. something I hope the book will tell me, something that I know the book will tell me to look in my heart for.

ok, think I can see the puzzled faces in front of the com now. but you see, while some people live with not knowing the meaning of their life, others try to seek that meaning all their lives... and for me, I want to be in the latter group of people. not trying very hard to find it, but just not give up looking for it, and someday, I believe I will find it.