thanks clare!! *hugz*
confused confused confused!! how??!! wanted to get an offer in biomed engin badly thinking that it's what i want.... but I'm wondering now if it's because so few people do the course.... (40 per year) then now... i'm thinking that i may want something chem more... working in a lab with chemicals... not mechines like the Magnetic Resonance Imaging System and heart-pacer......... ARGH!!! the thing that is REALLY putting me off is the two years of maths I have to endure.... I thought I can pretty much throw away my differentiation and integration for the rest of my life!! if i do engin.... it's gonna be more calculus!!

ok... let's put things into perspective....
i want to do research... something laboratory work
i'll like human interaction in my future work although it is not my first pirority
i want something that stimulates my thinking, something that i will not feel bored doing
although i THINK I'm relatively quite good at physics... and dun have a problem understanding maths... chem is the subject that fasinates me
ok, I'm materialistic... AND practical... if the job has a good prospect that can let me earn enough to lead a relatively comfortable lifestyle... i dun mind doing it...... even if it's me second choice ( humans carn just live on dreams right??)

ARGH!!!! my head's exploding with all these thoughts... must I decide? can some kind soul give me some advice?? what will you see me doing in ten years time?? ( dun say slacking - that's confirmed)
and the biggest joke is that... IF (touch wood) i dun do well for As.... all of these is CRAP. *faint*

oh!! for those interested in going sn for relief... maybe you can make a trip down and fill in this form at sn... so that they'll contact you if there's vacancies... but i think the chances are slim.... fill it in anyway yarz??