people, I'm gonna blab... dun bother... i just need to let it out.

this is IT. argh!!!!!! been spending the last couple of hours trying to get an idea of how to go about doing the darn report that i'm supposed to do for my new job... (btw, I'm working in my aunt's advertising company)... was supposed to do research and write a report on investing in China... had to look up all the legislation, the various authorities, potential client. the advertising climate of the area... blah blah blah... and... IT'S GIVING ME THE BIGGEST HEADACHE EVER!!

in the first place, my brain has shut down since the last paper (or maybe even before that)... and then, I know NUTS about econs and finance and law and whatever shit!!

starting work officially tomorrow... and I'm not looking forward to it. WHY? I'm a brat ok? argh... dun really wanna work for my aunt in the first place because i dun like relations... dun like to be known about as the boss's neice, that RJC girl (as they intro'd me... argh!) I'm really stupid for god's sake!

and... thought I'm doing something like purchase (shopping!) and simple office work that doesn't need my brain... and now? it's beyond my abilities!~ I'm not making much sense in case anyone of you are wondering... I'm just blabbing... dun bother...

at least one thing I know for sure... I dun wanna do econs EVER! what crap!!! why is there so many licences and permits to get? and who cares where you set-up your office as long as there is one? and what about the kind of company you are? restricted, permited, encouraged, prohibited... why so troublesome??? it's a company! that's it!!!! ARGH. and 800 bucks a month is NOT worth the effort!!!!!!!

ok, time to go to bed... the thing is seriously giving me the biggest headanhe in history... just looking at it give me a headache... literally!
gonna give myself some 'Takuya tonic' and bathe and GO TO BED. the headache can continue tomorrow... bleah.