This thought just popped out of nowhere...

Have I changed over the years?

Has transfering school to st nicks changed me?
Has knowing Shuyan changed me?
Has taking Jap changed me?
Has Takuya changed me?
Has going to 2 Grace changed me?
Has knowing xiaoting changed me?
Has going to Sapporo changed me?
Has choosing RJ changed me?
Has the decision to pursue medicine changed me?
Has not going into medicine in NUS changed me?
Has doing Bioengineering changed me?

I seem to be resisting change, because I want to be me, I don't want to change because of anybody, or any thing.

Then, I realised... these changes are me! They've shaped me into who I am today. well... not to say that I am pleased with the person I am now, but there's no denial that these things in my life changed me. When I smile and laugh at something that I don't exactly think is funny, maybe it's what I've been through that made me like that. When I shut myself out from the world and stop anyone from peeping into my thoughts, maybe it's what I've seen that made me like that. Don't ask me what those things are. Because, I don't know. But there's something that I hope I will remember when I do anything or make any decisons: that I do and decide upon what I think I want to do, what I think I should do.