Faith

Meli was telling me about this quote on her poster about life... about how life really depends on what you think of it and how you face it. Simple facts that we all know... but when the going gets tough, when you feel desperate, exhausted and even disillutioned, that faith disappears and it's so tough to continue believing in "YOU CAN".

The escapist in me just wanna leads a simple life. I don't need to be rich, I don't need to be famous, I don't need to live a life that makes a difference to people. I just need to lead a happy life. That's it.

But the realist in me tells me that I do not want to let life slip away like that. Since I'm alive, I should do something to it! Fulfill my dreams, my hopes and do the things that I want to do my my life!

You realised that I'm not a religious person who think that all things are zero (buddhism) or that we live life to fulfill god's will (christianity?); I am a human being who's lost in the persuit of desires... (not that I think it's anything wrong honestly) I want to accomplish something in my life so that when I die, I can say that I did something in my lifetime.

But now... what is it that I want to accomplish? It's just so easy to give up and let that escapist have its way, but yet I know, that's not what I want.