A year... on?

Dear Starlight,

It's been a year since you decided to take life into your own hands and leave us with a bang.

Life has pretty much seemingly went on as per normal. As though you have never left us. But somehow, we all know that there's a gapping hole over there. The places you used to hang out with us at, the things we used to talk about, the people we used to know together... Everyone's been trying to carry on with life; to hold you dear to our hearts but not very much on our mouths. The feelings of lost, pain, anger, deject, and sometimes self-blame has not really left me whenever I think of you. Can I ask for a piece of your mind during the last moments of your life?

I still wanna tell you that I love you, and I care for you. Thank you for treating me as a friend and thank you for being a friend. Thank you for thinking for me and acting in my interest for so many times over the short period of time we knew each other. The little things you did just got more and more precious over the past year as I experience more and more in life. And also... sorry for not being good enough, for not caring more and for not being as good a friend to you as you were to me.

I hope you have found your peace and your happiness in the better place you are at now. I love you my dear.


Till we meet again,
Ale with love