stressed

Been acting weirdly recently... or rather, I will say that I am finally showing my true colours. (That I think has been well hidden for some years.)

This side of me comes up when I am stressed: Anti-social and easily irritated.

Sometimes I hope some people will just simply leave me alone... don't ask me how I am or try to be concerned about me. (especially when I know you're not truly concerned but are simply "trying to be nice" or worse, being "KAY-POH")

You can't solve my problems, so, WHY ASK?!

And or others, please don't expect me to be nice as I normally may seem to be. My patience gets grinded to ZERO when I am stressed. At times like this, I am usually not interested in playing PR by sounding, or appearing nice.
I get PISSED when I know that I am expected to say something nice and understanding. This is because deep down in my heart, I just feel annoyed and troubled.

When I am a hedgehog, unless I look for you on my own accord.... my advice is: leave me ALONE.

I wonder how many people actually reads my blog... maybe the fact is... I don't have any readers at all.