Sunday, December 17, 2006

Being alone

I know I am a person who loves to keep the TV on till the second I fall asleep, my room is always well-lit and I will have my radio on even when I am studying... Logically, I should be a person who is afraid of being alone...

But you know... I really love the nights when I have my TV on, my MSN on, my internet on, and a book in my hands... I don't have to think, I don't have to make conversations, I don't have to try to understand people... I can just relax and be alone...

Maybe I do like to be alone? But yet I am afraid of being alone? Contradictory huh?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

maybe we just like to be alone on our own terms? because it's so much worse to be in a crowd, and still feel alone...

Aleshiela said...

to feel alone in a crowd is horrible... ><