OK.... I've succumbed to all the temptations... heck... this is my thought process and I dun mind people reading about it... I'm sure I know know to write and what not... If it's about myself... I'm not afraid of people knowing, it it's not... I won't write it!!

Been to scholarship talks yesterday... time I start thinking about my future.... something I have put aside for a long time... not wanting to think about it as the thought process always gives me a headache... the disc result... has once again shown me as a high C person... conscientiousness... and the jobs suitable for me aill be... the medical profession, the legal profession (cooperate and cinveyance), accountancy and engineering. Always thought that I might like a people related profession... something that allowsa me to interact with different people.... but come to think of it... I'm not exactly a people person... I prefer clogging up in my room with the computer than a loud party or prom... I prefer doing my own work rather than going out to socialise... I have no fear in meeting people... but no preferance towards it too. maybe something that doesn't make me interact with people in a personal manner will be good... the professions listed above.

I've always wanted in a way or another to go into the medical profession... but it is like a distant dream for me. How can I compete with the 1000 oever applicant per year to get a place in the 220-240 choosen each year? maybe I should go abroad... to one of the england approved unis to do my medical course... actually... pathology is what I wanna do... but that's AFTER I get a medical licence...

thought that a scholarship is a good idea... a good stepping stone to the future and stuff... but my GP is pok... and the fact that I'm not invited to the firefly scholarship tea session implies that I'm not one of those high fliers in singapore. besides... do I wanna be bonded for 6 years? Is that really what I wanna do? and the fact that there are only 4-6 reciepients of the CAAS scholarship and 35 to flirefly... my chances are... LOW.

whatever... what's most important now is to work hard and get the As that I know I want. If I can get the results... to study a course that I want will never be difficult will it? GANBARU ZO~

dear pals... do work hard too kae? It's our final dash period... for your dreams... GOOD LUCK!!